歌词
鬼知道我在想什么
I don't know what I was thinking
要抛弃我的宝贝儿
Leaving my child behind
我已受够这些诅咒，这一刻，我眼前一片黑暗
Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind
眼中只有憎恨，自责，与悲伤
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
好像鬼魂一般缠绕着我
Coming to haunt me forever
但我只是等不及在恐惧尽头 那无边的坠落
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
那渴望已久的复仇
抑或是期待着来自暗处的利刃？
Is this revenge I am seeking
自相矛盾，纠结挣扎，我不过是想要解脱
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
也许..是时候去搜寻，去追捕
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
赶在他们阻止我之前！
Maybe, I should chase and find
没时间了 我就要成为他们的木偶
Before they'll try to stop it
太久了
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
我多久没见我的宝贝了
只有怪物令我胆寒
It's been so long
还有那惨剧背后的黑手令我作呕
Since I last have seen my son
从你走后
Lost to this monster
我就一遍遍的唱着这愚蠢的歌曲
To the man behind the slaughter
所以啊，我绞尽脑汁
Since you've been gone
回想曾作为你妈咪的那份理智
I've been singing this stupid song
我多希望能平凡地活在当下
So, I could ponder
能从过去的错误里得到教训
The sanity of your mother
可每一秒钟都宛若毒蛇在引诱着我
可爱的小小眼睛，你稚嫩的微笑便是我仅余的回忆
I wish I lived in the present
暧昧的往昔让我心乱如麻
With the gift of my past mistakes
杀我有无数种理由 可你不能说杀戮是好事
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
我的宝贝你怎么了？妈咪好害怕
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
这念头在我脑海里流窜，不断蔓延侵蚀
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
我真的很抱歉，我可爱的小宝贝，我多希望那时我能与你在一起
可已经太久了
Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified
我已记不起什么时候见过我的宝贝
What happened to my son? I'm terrified
怪物使我狂乱
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting on bigger
那凶手令我疯狂
I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there
从你离去
我就只能一遍遍唱着这愚蠢的歌
It's been so long
只有这样我才能想起
Since I last have seen my son
一位母亲的记忆
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So, I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
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