All My Fault (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

All My Fault

Lil Xtra

歌词

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing

这么一天天地活下去，麻烦一点点地压垮我

I don’t have a thing to believe in

我已经万念俱灰了

Don’t have the words to keep you from leaving

无法组织语言来阻止你离开

And I’m the root of your problems, solve them

我是罪魁祸首，解决我自己

Put a little bleach in my drink I’m a goner

来点毒药下在我的酒里吧，就让我这么离开这场噩梦

I would die for my team what an honor

带着我所有的天马行空死去，莫大光荣

I know I’ll never be as good as my father

我明白我做不到青出于蓝而胜于蓝

I want to do something important of course I was never meant for it talents ignored

我想干出一番伟业，但我并不是天选之人，我不天赋异禀

And I’m bored with this life cause I never move forward no matter how hard I’m trying

我已经很累很厌倦这种生活了，无论如何艰苦奋斗我还是徒劳无功

Every night on the inside dying

每一个晚上都是垂死挣扎

Never answer the feds keep spying

一片寂静只觉得有人暗中窥伺

Who would love me? No one in their right

有谁会爱我呢？任何一个正常人都不会选择我啊

Mind

焦虑

Sorry that I can’t be your lifeline

真的抱歉，我果然无法成为你生命中的转机

Sorry I don’t laugh at the right times

真的抱歉，我果然无法察言观色

(it’s all my fault this is all my fault)..there there you’re all right

（都是我的错这都是我的错...）你是对的

I just want to stare at you all night

我只需要默默注视你就足矣

For when we touch I fear you’ll disappear

我害怕你在我们的相处中消失

And I wake up just the canary in the coal mine

每一天在我看来就是危险的预兆

There to see if there’s air to breath I won’t

奄奄一息

Let your words get the best of me I don’t

你已经占上风啦

Need you or your company i just

只是能否多给我点陪伴

Wish something would work out for me for once

希望命运之神眷恋我多一次

But I’m a letdown head down every night

但我每一天都是这么意志消沉

Pouring cups rolling blunts can i get a light

大脑逐渐钝化，毫无生机

Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites

让我放空自己让我云里雾里地麻木度过

And if I don’t look down then I’ll be alright

只要不往下看就不会有事的

This world got some rules that I can’t abide

我果然无法循规蹈矩

And no one on this earth makes it out alive

只是这样无人生还

I don’t know how much longer I’ll survive

我不知道我还能活多久

Do my best, take it one breath at a time

尽我所能，保持沉默