worse than i've ever been (prod. cxld blxxd)

歌词
I just need a saving grace
如果我有一点点用就好了
Too many tears on my face tonight
可惜我除了哭泣别无他用啊
Please help me i’m losing faith
希望有人能在绝望之崖抓住我
Help these drugs take me to space, alright
带我远离毒品的侵蚀
When i’m in your arms I feel safe
在你怀中我感到安全
I'm arisen from the grave for you
我带着我无法抹去的记忆
Memories that I can’t erase
为你从坟墓中复活
You put me right in my place
你将我悉心安置
You bloomed
你如同鲜花一样美丽
我不想再做你的朋友
I don’t wanna be your friend
但我不想再失去你了
But i don’t wanna lose you again
我不想再回忆关于我们的往事
I don’t wanna reminisce, about us
我不想再祈求卑微的幸福 去他妈的爱情
I don’t wanna beg for bliss, so f*** love
我不想再做你的朋友
但我不想再失去你了
I don’t wanna be your friend
我不想亲眼看见我生命的尽头
But i don’t wanna lose you again
于是在边界徘徊反复
I don’t wanna see the end of my life
我既在怨恨中沉沦
I run the line
又渴望美好的明天
I love the spite
我想我还是应该离开人世
I see the light
你撕碎了我柔软的内心
I don't wanna be anything but dead
从一开始我就知道我不是你心里的那个人
I’m torn apart, you broke my heart
自从爱过你之后
Knew from the start i’m not the one
我变得更糟了
我变得更糟了(去他妈的爱情)
I’m worse than before
你可以在我绝望时
This time
让这份痛楚消失吗
I’m worse than I was (f*** love)
日复一日没有尽头
每天都是平凡无趣的一天
Can you make the pain go away
痛楚一天天变得深刻
When I’m dancing in the rain?
不愿拾起你留在地上的衣物
Every day repeats the same
不能承受每一个梦见你的夜晚
Every day is f***ing day is plain
只留下一个更残缺不堪的我
Now the pains worse than before
我真的变得更糟了
Can’t pick up your clothes up off my floor
难以控制自己的大脑
I can’t take these daydreams of your love
心中因罪恶感而流着血
Leaving me worse than I ever was
不断感到无奈与后悔
从来不存在什么天堂
Than i’ve ever been
迷茫且失望
Mismatch in my head
躺在空床上
Bleeding for my sins
感觉前所未有的糟糕
Those i will repent
Never heaven sent
Lost and feel depressed
Got an empty bed
Worse than I've ever been
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1.worse than i've ever been (prod. cxld blxxd)