歌词
I'm not sure how to feel anymore
我不知道该如何去感受了
Getting out of bed lately, seems like a chore
睡到很晚才起床，感觉人生真是乏味无聊的工作
And every time I love, swear my heart's still sore
我发誓我对你每一次的爱恋，我的心都在痛
I can't go on like this no more
我不能再这样下去了
I don't wanna let go, but I'm worried I may have
我不想放手，但我担心我会
Wish that I could redo, give my life another chance
真希望我能重新来过，再给我一次人生，再一个机会
Cause' I'm afraid I may have lost something I can't get back
因为我害怕已经失去了一些我无法挽回的东西
And I'm searching, I've always been searching
我在寻找，我一直在寻找
Wanna be myself but I know I can't
想做我自己但我知道我做不到
I like playing hoping I don't land
我喜欢戏弄别人的期望
All this pain started crying I laugh
他们撕心裂肺地开始痛苦时 我笑了
No heart, no posting, I'm cold and fagged
我没有心，没任何消息，我冷的颤颤发抖又精疲力尽
Ever since birth I've been a one-man band
自从我出生开始我就是只是一个人的乐队
Never talk in front of me, guess they love my back
他们从来不在我面前讲话，我猜他们爱在我后面嚼舌根
I just been chilling, posting, and counting my stacks
我只是被恐吓，被发我的丑闻，然后叫我数那些书堆
Baby come over make my forget my past
过来吧宝贝 让我忘记过去
And I don't wanna complain
我不想抱怨
And I don't wanna change
我也不想改变
My heart is broke, losing hope
我的心真的碎了，没有了希望
Life is a game that I'm losing
生活就是一场我正在输掉的游戏
Tryna learn to love myself is so confusing
试着学会爱自己真是让人难以理解
Everybody that I know just wants to use me
我认识的每个人都只是想利用我
And I know myself
我了解我自己
(Okay)Lately I ain't feeling like myself, no
（好吧）最近我感觉不像我自己了，不
Shawty broke my heart and I shit her like hell damn
我的宝贝伤了我的心，我
I been reminiscing just to see where I fell
我一直在回忆着我是在哪里被击倒了
I been so lost and my words won't form
我迷路了，话也说不出来
Don't know if I can go on anymore
我不知道我还能不能继续走下去
Getting out of bed feels like a chore(yeah)
起床后就感觉人生真是乏味无聊的工作
**** it I ain't gonna sing no more
我也不会再唱下去了
I ain't gonna sing no more damn
该死的我不会再唱下去了
I'm never satisfied
我从不满足
Always say I could do better
总是说我可以做的更好
Can I help the way, I feel this life
感受着这样的生活，我可以找到解决的方法吗
It changes with the weather
他改变地就像天气一样阴晴不定
Someone tell me what is happening
有人告诉我发生什么了
Am I just overreacting
我是不是反应过度了
Is our love really everlasting
我们的爱真的永恒吗
Guess we'll find out and I try
我猜我们会发现的，我正在尝试
(Yeah)I been tryna write my feelings inside a page but
（哟）我正尝试在纸上写下我的感受，但
I don't think it's working cus' I'm writing everyday
但我不觉得这起了什么作用因为我每天都在写
All my homies try to tell me that I'm faking all the pain but
我所有的朋友都想告诉我我只是假装很痛苦，但
They don't even know me or the words that Imma say so
但他们从来都不了解我或者理解我说的话
I think I be giving in, call me inconsiderate(yeah)
我觉得我是在对他们屈服，谁叫我不替他人着想呢（哟）
Imma dissapear with no evidence
我消失得无影无踪
Sorry I'm a pessimist
对不起，我是个悲观主义者
Don't know what a lesson is
不知道什么是教训
When I attempt to learn, I just forget and try to guess again
当我试图去学的时候，我忘记了并且再猜一次
I'm not sure how to feel anymore
我不知道该如何去感受了
Seems like every time I write I swear my words won't form
好像我每次都在不停地写但我发誓我一句话也说不出来
And suffocate on heights that were easy before
以前身处高处的时候我会轻易地感到窒息
I can't go on like this no more
我真的不能再这样下去了
No more, no
一点 也不行了
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