歌词
Can not sleep
辗转反侧
Can not think
思绪混乱
Demons eating away at me
恶魔正蚕食着我的理智
High on xanax
高剂量的xanax
I'm a fiend
让我感觉自己就是恶魔
I can’t reach the in between
我权衡不了你我的位置
Squint your eyes
斜视着你的眼睛
Watch the beam
注视着刺眼的光束
Shut the lights out so you see
关掉灯，这样你就能看见
You're not what you're meant to be
你并不是你所认为的模样
You just take your wants from me
你只是想从我的身上拿走你想要的一切
And it hurts so bad
痛彻心扉
When you take from me
当你无情地夺走我的东西
And it hurts so bad
痛到不能呼吸
When you can’t see
当你仍然看不清这一切
And it hurts so bad
痛到无法言语
When I watch you bleed
当我眼睁睁地看着你血流如注
But im just a bad as you
但我和你一样都坏进了骨子里
When I'm alone too
每当我独自一人时
I wanna die inside
从内到外都想着如何结束自己
I convince myself I'm fine
我努力说服自己我很好我没事
But now that I can see
但如今才恍然大悟
It's just my codependency
你我只是依偎着相互慰藉而已
Can not sleep
彻夜无眠
Can not think
脑中一团乱麻
Demons eating away at me
恶魔一点点地蚕食着我
High on xanax
高剂量的xanax（阿普唑仑，一种用于治疗焦虑症的精神药物，误用易上瘾）
I'm a fiend
让我变成魔鬼
I can't reach the in between
似乎找不到属于我的那个位置
Squint your eyes
与你的眼神交汇
Watch the beam
瞳孔映着刺眼的光束
Shut the lights out so you see
关掉灯那样你才能看清
You're not what you're meant to be
你的真正面目
You just take your wants from me
你只是贪图我身上你想要的一切
Screaming that you wanna die
你叫嚣着你想解脱
While you throw my stuff outside
你疯狂地将属于我的东西抛向屋外
Clinging to you lifeless skin
我紧紧地抓住你毫无生气的皮肤
Pleading to just let me in
苦苦哀求你让我回去
Now I’m passed out on the floor
我昏倒在你的房门外
Fled the country now I’m poor
逃出那个地方的我如今一贫如洗
High in my spare time
只能用忙碌来充填我空虚的闲暇
Convince me that I'm fine
努力欺骗自己我现在很好
Please just speak to me
请跟我说
Please just say you need me
你现在需要我
Please just speak to me
请告诉我
Please just say you love me
说你仍然爱着我
Tell me that you’ll be alright
告诉我你会过得很好
So I won't have to deny
这样我才无法否认
That it's all in me
那都是因为我
That it's my codependency
都是我对你的过度依赖
Can not sleep
无法入睡
Can not think
无法思考
Demons eating away at me
恶魔不停地蚕食着我
High on xanax
高剂量的xanax
I’m a fiend
把我变成魔鬼
I can't reach the in between
我找不到我的位置
Squint your eyes
斜视着你
Watch the beam
盯着炫目的灯光
Shut the lights out so you see
关掉灯光，那样你就会知道
You're not what you're meant to be
你真正的目的
You just take your wants from me
只是想要夺走我这里你想要的一切
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