I'm Trying to Be My Own Friend.

I wonder if I'll make it past twenty-one

I wonder if my parents think that I’m important

I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder if I ever knew what I could love

I wonder if I blew my chances up above

I wonder if I’ll ever really be enough

I’m trying to be my own friend

‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end

Until the very end

I wonder what it’s like to drink and smoke cigars

Or pass out in the grass on a stranger’s yard

Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what it’s like to give someone my heart

And fear that person could just tear it all apart

I wonder if I’ll ever really come apart

I’m trying to be my own friend

‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end

I’m trying to be my own friend

‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end

Until the very end

I let you go, would you please come back?

I want a chance to start all over

‘Cause I know this can’t be all over

I wonder if I'll make it past twenty-one

I wonder if my parents think that I’m important

I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder if I ever knew what I could love

I wonder if I blew my chances up above

I wonder if I’ll ever really be enough

I’m trying to be my own friend

‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end

I’m trying to be my own friend

‘Cause I know that I’ll be with myself until the very end

Until the very end

I let you go, would you please come back?

I want a chance to start all over

‘Cause I know this can’t be all over