歌词
Honestly I’m too scared right now
老实说，我现在太害怕了
Got a lot to do I don’t care right now
有很多事要做，我现在却一点都不在乎
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup How I bottle it all up
是的我曾尝试
But I got a lot to share right now
我现在有很多事要分享
I’ve been thinking that Life might be better without me
我一直在想没有我你的生活会更好
I try to do better But I always doubt me
我试着做得更好，但我总是怀疑自己
I wanna be happy My head won’t allow me
我想开心可大脑似乎和我对着干
Who put all this water inside of my room
将我的房间变成汪洋
Bruh I feel like drowning
我却真想淹死
I’ve been staying in my head too much
我被自己的大脑所囚禁
I’ve been in my bed Feeling dead too much
我躺在床上感觉自己已经死去了
Haven’t had a good day Its been two months
坏心情已经持续两个月
Man I’m losing motivation And I cannot take this
伙计，我失去了动力，我不能接受这个
It’s way too much Bro where is home?
太过分了，兄弟，家在哪里？
Got friends But I’m so alone
身边有朋友但其实我很孤独
I know God’s tryna call
我知道上帝在召唤
I can hear the phone
我能听到
But I’ve been hitting decline And my heart is cold
但我一直在走下坡路，心情冷淡
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone But I need you close
天啊，对不起，我走了，但我需要你靠近
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
哦，是的，我跌倒了
I say that I’m a Christian I say that I’m Godly
我说我是基督徒我是虔诚的
But acting so different I’m needing repentance
但言行不同我需要悔改
Got lost in my living I know that He’s risen
在我的生活中迷失了
It’s time that I listen I’ve been afraid
我一直很恐慌
Deep in the waves
在波浪中沉默
Deep in my guilt Now I’m feeling ashamed
深深的愧疚现在我感到羞愧
I need some prayer To heal all the pain
我需要祈祷来治愈所有的痛苦
Fixing my heart While He’s breaking the chains
当他挣脱锁链的时候，我的心
I’m alive Breathing in a closed casket
我还活着在一个关着的棺材里呼吸
Open eyes In a never-ending blackness
在无尽的黑暗中睁开眼睛
Feel my dreams Getting harder to imagine
感觉我的梦想越来越难以想象
I’m getting wooden splinters From the coffin that I’m trapped in
在棺材里不能重见天日
And I don’t wanna lose you
我不想失去你
I’m not really feeling Like I use to
我不觉得我以前
God I need your light
天哪，我需要你的光
In a world of a never-ending blackness
在一个永无止境的黑暗世界里
I’m alive Breathing in a closed casket
我还活着在一个关着的棺材里呼吸
I feel like I’m buried alive
我觉得我被活埋了
I don’t got nowhere to hide
我无处可藏
I fill up my mental with lies
我满脑子都是谎言
And all of the time
一直以来
They tell me I’m fine
他们说我没事
Or they just tell me to quit
或者他们就让我退出
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
告诉我我糟透了，我开始屈服
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
把我用这支笔写的书都撕掉
My doubt builds a casket And throws me within
我的反对者建立了一个棺材，把我扔在里面
Running away from all the pain
逃避那些痛苦
I can never escape
永无止境
No matter the pace
不管步伐如何
The place I can never erase
我永远无法抹去的地方
Running circles around myself But never winning the race
绕着自己跑，但从来没有赢过比赛
Instead running from my pain I probably need to go pray
而不是逃避我的痛苦，我可能需要去祈祷
Why am I breathing? I feel like a demon
我为什么要呼吸？我觉得自己像个恶魔
I know I’m alive But I don’t know the reason
我知道我还活着，但我不知道原因
I’ve been overthinking And God you’ve been telling me
我想得太多了，上帝，你一直在告诉我
That you’re enough And I finally believe it
你已经够了，我终于相信了
I’m alive Breathing in a closed casket
我还活着在一个关着的棺材里呼吸
Open eyes In a never-ending blackness
在无尽的黑暗中睁开眼睛
Feel my dreams Getting harder to imagine
感觉我的梦想越来越难以想象
I’m getting wooden splinters From the coffin that I’m trapped in
在棺材里不能重见天日
And I don’t wanna lose you
我不想失去你
I’m not really feeling Like I use to
我不觉得我以前
God I need your light
天哪，我需要你的光
In a world of a never-ending blackness
在一个永无止境的黑暗世界里
I’m alive Breathing in a closed casket
我还活着在一个关着的棺材里呼吸
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