歌词
Dear old friend
亲爱的老朋友
How has everything been
最近过得怎么样
Do you still have the memories from back then
你还记得当时的事情吗
Or has time took them from your head
或者时间使你遗忘了
Why do people leave
为什么人们离开
Actually why do i seek relief
为什么我还在
In people who only mistreated me
向那些虐待我的人寻求解脱
Love the sense of dependence and needing me
喜欢依赖和需要我的感觉
I’d give the ones that i love all the blood in my body
我会把我全身上下的血奉献给那些爱我的人
But never be seen as enough
但他们从来没有满足
I used to kick with my clique never trip
我也曾拉帮结派
About a ***** shoving smoke in my lungs
我的肺里烟雾缭绕
Now they just copy me putting out music
现在他们只是模仿我的音乐
Instead of pursuing the **** that they love
而不是追求他们所爱的
They haven't seen all the sleepless nights
他们没见过我的一个个不眠之夜
I would stay up or the times i would write as i’d cut
我会熬夜或是拼命写东西
I still have notebooks with pages and pages
我还有一叠叠的笔记本
Of verses soaked all in my blood
歌句浸透了我的血液
Conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a ****
没人愿意搭理我时我和自己聊
Contemplations i had of just giving everything up
我想就此放弃
One night i grabbed all my razors
一天晚上我拿走了家里所有的剃须刀
And sat there in silence while holding a gun
持着枪安静地坐着
Thinking it won’t be so silent when everyone hears what i’ve done
想着当每个人都听闻我做的事时就没那么安静了
Squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
我使劲扣动扳机，但子弹卡住了
Etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
于是用剃须刀割下20道伤，只顾沉沉睡去，听天由命
I’m not scared of the dark anymore i’m in love with it
我不再畏惧黑暗，相反我很喜欢
Spent so much time in it i became one with it
在其中待了很久就和它合二为一了
I don’t ever wanna see the sun again
我已经不想再见阳光
All i want is to be ****ing dead
只想立即死去
Leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin
只消把玫瑰和紫罗兰留在棺材里
A knife and an upsidedown cross with
一把刀和滴血的
Blood dripping off it
向上的十字架
An ounce n some vodka
以及一盎司伏特加
Make sure theres a moshpit
可别忘了
Make sure my mom is
确保我的母亲
In the middle getting stomped quick
被这些所困扰
Forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
她总是把我丢在不省人事的地方
High on drugs coming off it
嗑得很嗨
How has everything been
最近怎么样
Do you still have the memories from back then
你还记得当时的事吗
Or has time took them from your head
或者，你已经忘了
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