attempting to have a conversation with the ceiling

歌词
Hell within the walls
I yell because of it all
Fell the hardest of falls
I fell the hardest of falls
Pavement to the face
I'm wraith the disgrace
Can't articulate
How i feel, you can't relate
Weather forecast
Incorrect the like past
You said you would stay
But why would you ever do that
Stayed with the ones who were hurting me
Self happiness didn't occur to me
Hoping someone will murder me
My mother regrets giving birth to me
You can't even look at me
It reminds of the crash
You were tired of my dad
You treated both of us like trash
专辑信息
1.field of pain
2.she had a coat and all i had was rags
3.attempting to have a conversation with the ceiling
4.i'm going to hell
5.they left me for dead