December Ft. Fats'e

I can't write

Am I worthless

I think that I peaked

Don't deserve ***t

I want selfishly

Never earned it

I want to make you warm like those pills did

I wanna get my wrist like the winter

Can I be that drug in your nose hairs

I wanna be the deck, not the splinter

I wanna get my wrist like the winter

I feel the push of the waves

On my skin as I swim

To the beach where you live

The flowers have wilted

And I miss your lips

Felt love but I feel like ***t

And I fought for a while

But I never did mean what I said

And I can't be in denial

I've got to accept that you're gone

I'm biting my tongue