歌词
“也许是因为我潜意识里认为自己不不值得。”
"Maybe it's that I believe that subconsciously I'm not worthy."
“或者值得快乐。”
"Or deserving of being happy."
“但是我已经不想再在这里很长一段时间了。”
"But, for a long time I've not wanted to be here."
“我也无能为力，我得快点离开这里。”
"And there's nothing that I can do, to leave here faster."
“我不能自杀，我不能。”
"I can't kill myself, I can't."
“不是我不想。”
"It's not that I don't want to."
“是我认为我不能自杀。”
"It's that I think that I cannot kill myself."
“我试过多次，无数次。”
"I've tried multiple times, numerous times."
“我不能死，我tm不会死。”
"And I cannot die, I won't fxcking die."
“有些人认为，我活着就是为了死去，我想死。”
"Some of me thinks, I live to die, and I want to die."
“因为我想让痛苦休止。”
"Because I want the pain to stop."
“药物没有丝毫帮助。”
"The medication doesn't help."
“精神科医生和治疗师，他们也帮不了什么忙。”
"The psychiatrists and therapists, they don't help."
“都没用。”
"None of it helps."
“都没用。”
"None of it helps."
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