歌词
Tired of this ****, I ain't having it
厌倦这些东西，我不是拥有它
Rid of my innocence
摆脱我的天真清白
I ain't making any sense
我不是说不通
Used to be okay, that's past tense
曾经还说得过去，但那已是过去
But you know, **** always happens
但你知道的，总有不幸发生
Look around, everyone's laughing
看看周围，每个人都在大声笑着
I am too but I'm just good at acting
我也是这副嘴脸的样子但是我只是善于表演
I ain't really feel good
我不是真的感觉还行
But I know I should
但我知道我应该表现的高兴
Yeah I prolly could
是啊我应该可以的
But I know I won't
但我知道我不会这么做
But I know I won't
但我知道我不会的
Misery, I'm the embodiment
痛苦啊，我是你在人间的化身
My girl the only thing that's stopping it
姑娘啊唯有你能够阻止我的痛苦
I don't wanna feel lost again
我不想再次体会失去的感觉
My girl the only thing that's stopping it
我的姑娘啊唯有你能阻止我的痛苦
从来都来不及反应
Never had no time to react
我得留心我的背后
Gotta watch over my back
把头撞向水槽
Slamming my head on the sink and
我从没表现得像个男人
I've never been much as a man
从未有过锦衣珠宝或者左拥右抱但是
Never had b*****s or bling but
我受够了当个坐在后面只羡慕别人的人
I'm done sitting back as a fan
该死的
Damn
吃了人家一拳，脸颊里似乎有骨头碎了
我厌倦了在烟雾中咳嗽和在数羊中入眠
Eat the punches, breaking bones inside my cheeks
艺术家我也崇拜过
I'm sick of coughing from the smoke and counting sheep
在大脑雪崩时则成了对手
Artists I wors*ipped
击败他们随后又回来
Turn into rivals in avalanche
你也曾经表现得像个经验丰富的老手
Knocking them off and come back again
而我只是一个死盯着结果的的小屁孩
You used to act like a veteran
你从肺腑诗篇中看不出任何名堂
I'm just a kid with a purpose
发誓我假得就像是个塑料人
You don't see s*it through these verses
开始逐渐消失又回来
Swear that I'm fake like a plastic man
我的存在也开始逐渐淡化随后又回来
Starting to fade and come back again
被困在不断被忽视的怪圈中
My presence starting to fade and come back again
尝试着去注意我杰出的地方
这样的资格里我还有剩的吗
Trapped in a cycle of negligence
当我在家里抽着烟在网飞上搜索
Trying to follow my excellence
散漫地搜寻电影列成我的节目单
Is there anything left on this members*ip
扭断脖子也算是个快速解决的办法
At home while I smoke and search netflix
我可能不是个正常人吧？
Targets that scratch up my checklist
Breaking my neck is a quick fix
I'm not a regular person?
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