歌词
I'm so glad you made time to see me
很高兴，你能抽空来看我
How's life tell me how's your family
最近过得怎么样? 家人还好吧
I haven't seen them in a while
有段时间没见他们
你过的不错，生活也挺充实
You've been good busier than ever
我们简单这聊着工作和天气
你的心却有了防备,我也知道原因
We small talk working the weather
最后一次见面的场景
Your guard is up and i know why
还深深的烙在你的脑海
你送给我玫瑰，我却放任它们枯萎
Because the last time you saw me
所以这次我咽下我的尊严
Is still burned in the back of your mind
站在你面前，为那晚道歉
You gave me roses and i left them there to die
我一直试图回到那个十二月
和你比起来，自由不算什么
So this is me swallowing my pride
为何你还在的时候我却没能知道这一点？！
Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
我一直想回到十二月，扭转结局，让一切如初
一直不断的回想十二月的那一天
And i go back to december all the time
这几天，我一直彻夜难眠
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
当时的场景,一直挥之不去
Wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
你的生日过了，我甚至都没有没有一通电话
我想起夏日那些美好的时光
I go back to december turn around and make it alright
坐在副驾上看着你上扬的嘴角
秋天，我已经无法自拔
I go back to december all the time
但随后恐惧却伴着寒冬来临
悄悄地潜入我的内心
These days i haven't been sleeping
你给了你的一切，我的回报却只是一句再见
Staying up playing back myself leaving
所以这次我咽下我的尊严
When your birthday passed and i didn't call
站在你面前，为那晚道歉
我一直试图回到那个十二月
Then i think about summer all the beautiful times
和你比起来，自由不算什么
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
多希望你还在的时候我能知道这一点
Realized i loved you in the fall
我多想回到那个十二月改变我的想法来扭转这一切
多想回到十二月的那一天
And when the cold came the dark days
我想起你的棕色皮肤，想起你那迷人的笑容
When fear crept into my mind
对我无微不至的体贴
You gave me all your love and all i gave you was goodbye
想起那个秋夜你是怎样将我拥入你的怀中
你第一次见我流泪
So this is me swallowing my pride
也许这只是一厢情愿
Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
只是一个愚蠢的梦
如果能重新相爱的话，我发誓真的会好好爱你
And i go back to december all the time
我多想马上穿越时间改变一切，但是我做不到
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
所以我理解你的心为何对我设防
Wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
所以这次我咽下我的尊严
站在你面前，为那晚道歉
I go back to december turn around and change my own mind
我一直想回到那个十二月
比起你来自由真的算不了什么
I go back to december all the time
多么想你还在的时候我能知道这一点
I miss your tanned skin your sweet smile
多么想回到那个十二月改变我的想法来扭转这一切
So good to me so right
一直都是
And how you held me in your arms that september night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again i swear i'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but i can't
So if the chain is on your door i understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night
And i go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
I go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time
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