歌词
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
我的焦虑没能帮助我忘记你
But I guess I really don't want to
但我猜其实我不想这样做
And well I'm trying to figure out what I should text
我想着给你发下一条信息
Have to remind myself that I've already lost you
但还是想起来我已经失去你了
I know sobriety would probably be a good call
我知道戒酒也许是个好主意
Been breaking down my body like it's drywall
我的身体像石膏板一样被分解
But you've been flying through my mind like a baseball
但你总在我脑海里挥之不去
So I've been running through what I would say if you call
我一直在脑补我们下次通话的场景
I never meant to hurt you
我从没想过要伤害你
I just had a lot I had to go through
我只是需要克服很多
Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
我有好多话都来不及对你说
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
就像你很美 我也很爱你
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
我更换了卧室的布置
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
这样我就不会在每天醒来时唤起我对过去的回忆
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
我的焦虑没能帮助我忘记你
But I guess I really don't want to
但我猜我不想这样做
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
我的焦虑没能帮助我忘记你
Though honestly I really don't want to
说真的 我不想忘记你
Rolled up in a spot the other night
我孤身在酒吧里借酒浇愁
Let my crew back on a tour to try to make this s**t alright
我们能不能再想些办法 和好如初
Yeah I showed up at your door had my bag and I was begging
我拿着包出现在你的房门前 祈求你的原谅
And I know that you weren't having none of it I understand it
我知道我们难以释怀
I certainly do not deserve another f**king second
我也知道我真的配不上你
But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed
但当你打给我说我们结束了 我仿佛陷入了苦海
Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you no crying
现在我努力憋着眼泪对你说再见
But I f**king miss you there ain't no point in lying
撒谎无意义 我真的好想你
God d**n
可恶我还是忘不掉你我们还能回到过去吗
I never meant to hurt you
我没想过伤害你
I just had a lot I had to go through
我只是经历了太多
Had a lot of s**t I probably should've told you
我有好多话都来不及对你说
Like how beautiful you are and that I love you
就像你很美 我也很爱你
Switching up the layout of my bedroom
我更换了卧室的布置
So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to
这样我就不会在每天醒来时唤起我对过去的回忆
My anxiety's not helping me forget you
我的焦虑没能帮助我忘记你
But I guess I really don't want to
但我猜其实我不想这样做
It's been a war making peace with my ego
我在疯狂地做自我斗争
Just when I think that I'm free though
就在我以为我自由了的时候
He got something up his sleeve though
他有锦囊妙计
He ain't ever letting me go
他甚至都没让我走
Trying to murder my ego
试图扼杀我的自尊
Just when I think that I'm free though
就在我以为万事大吉的时候
He fasten me a new halo
他给我戴上一个新光环
He ain't ever letting me go
他甚至都没让我走
It's been a war making peace with my ego
我在疯狂地做自我斗争
Just when I think that I'm free though
就在我以为万事大吉的时候
He got something up his sleeve though
他有锦囊妙计
He ain't ever letting me go
他甚至都没让我走
Trying to murder my ego
试图扼杀我的自尊
Just when I think that I'm free though
就在我以为万事大吉的时候
He fasten me a new halo
他为我戴上一个新光环
He ain't ever letting me go
他甚至都没让我走
He ain't ever letting me go
我也知道我们回不去了
专辑信息
1.Anxxiety