Delusion

I always wonder if there's something above our heads?

Drowning my eyes in the depths overlooking us

But i can't wipe off the doubt it's bringing in

Who needs a reason to escape from the gallows?

Cause all the light i'm bathing in is fake

I shall just keep it, shall keep it away from me

I forged myself on what i've been living not on what i was supposed to feel

Because my life has been made for me to live it alone (alone)

I just can't give another part of myself

All i can get. yes all i can get is a ******* missing piece instead / OH

Now my conscious can't reach the surface

There's nothing above us, no nothing above

Yet i'm left with my shoulders to hold on another dawn

Get me out of this mess that i'm in

I can't find my place through the masses nor find a reason to search it

I tore my mind to shreds, beating my heart to death to find

Peace in here. there's another part of my delusion

Cause my life has been made for me to live it alone

You'll never give us anything

So what can be shared between us?

Because i got nothing to give

You should have known i got nothing to show you

No hope, no sorrow, i just won't let you know

I always wonder if there's something above our heads?

Here in this time, i'm not counting on the faith

But i can't wipe off the doubt it's bringing in

For i can't see the walls when they collaspe on me

Cause all the light i'm bathing in is fake

I shall just keep it, shall keep it away from me

I forged myself on what i've been living

Not on what they were supposed to bring

I mean it's hard to live just like there's no meaning to it

**** my throat is tied beneath this god damn truth

I've learned your fables, but to me, they're nothing more but a ******* trend. Your stories only bring the grief, an outburst when the thunder screams

Life brought the worst, but now this is just nothing less but the end of this all. a false story grows to numb the pain, reassuring me to not awake the hatred

Oh please

Get me out of this mess that i'm in

I can't find my place through the masses nor find a reason to search it

I tore my mind to shreds, beating my heart to death to find

Peace in here. there's another part of my delusion

I always wonder if there's something above our heads?

Here in this time i'm not counting on the faith

Because we're left with a rope upon our ******* neck

So get ready to live in vain

You know that i got nothing to show

No faith, no hope, no home, no sorrow

But i just, oh i just won't let you know