Gravity

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind

I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes

But i can't sleep

And oh god I wanted to be your high

But everything I said it went unheard

And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred

Became our downfall

Cause you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much

But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl

And it means nothing till you let it

But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

Now I'll be fine if you ever ask me

I know its hard, but no one said its easy

Falling's easy

But there's only one way up

So I been thinking that i think too much

And I can't sleep but I can dream of us

And I've been seeing **** like horror cuts

Its burning down, I gotta drown this out

And you said you need me to let this go

But it's who I am or am I just losing it

Cause' you said jump and I went first but falling's always been my downfall

And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much

But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself

So hear me out

You know everybody talks girl

And it means nothing till you let it

And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

And I can drink if I feel I have to

I know its hard, but I can't feel like i used to

Like I used to

Cause' I used to defy gravity

Defy gravity

Goodbyes keep dragging me

Down

And I'm fighting gravity

Defying gravity

I tried but I keep falling

Cause' falling's easy

But it only brings you down