歌词
I'm sorry the party you threw for me
我很抱歉 你给我准备的派对
Was met with such a royal hitch I'm a ***** I
遇上了这样戏剧化的收尾 我很糟糕
Don't mean to be selfish
我并不想这样自私的
You rolled out the carpet to watch it catch fire
你铺好了红毯 最终却看着它被火焰吞噬
It's just another Thursday, my party
不过是另一个周四 我的派对日
I cried like I always do, oh oh oh
我又像之前一样哭了 呜 呜 呜
I flew here to help clear the mess that was me
我飞来这儿 帮助收拾残局
Made up of fear and self hate
这些我的恐惧和自我厌恶
A stalemate with he who shall not be named
造成了这场叫不出名字的僵局
You tried and you cried, confessing your grip was slipping
你努力了 哭喊着 无奈承认你快要抓不紧了
Couldn't help me, you held me, the shadows began to fade
无力帮助我 只能抱着我 阴影开始消失了
Here's to the ones
这首歌是唱给那些
The renegades who never run
脱离信仰却不曾逃跑的人
Despite all of my ranting and raging so
尽管承受了我所有的无理取闹
Here's to the ones
这首歌是唱给那些
Who hide the bullet from the gun
躲开了枪火射出的子弹的人
Foot down on all of my ******** but won't cage me in
听完了我所有的胡言乱语 却没有选择限制我
Despondent, catatonic suicide queen
沮丧而又精神紧张的自杀女王
By now I know a screw's loose or too few
现在我知道 一颗螺丝松了 或者本身就少了一些
Or worse there's too many
或者更糟糕的是 出现了过多的螺丝（糟心事）
But of course, the dark horse
但当然了 那匹黑马
You bet it all in stride
你猜它正大步前进 从容不迫
I hope I'm not a regret, a sea-swept
我希望自己能不让人失望 不是情绪失控的海啸
I'll fight to the finish line
我将会一直抗争到最后
And I get so stuck in my head
现在我困在了自己的思绪中
Lost in all the lies, nihilistic backslide
在所有谎言中迷失 虚无缥缈的故态复萌
And when I can't get out of bed
当我无法从床上起身
And I see the edge I'm slipping from the ledge
我窥见了自己从窗台滑落的边缘
And praying to Gods I don't believe in for a sign
即使不信教 我也祈求着众神给我一个启示
Some reasons not to die and there you are
告诉我活下去的原因 而答案就是你们
Here's to the ones
这首歌是唱给那些
Who stuck in when they should have run
深陷困境 却无法逃脱的人
Despite all of my ranting and raging so
还承受了我所有的无理取闹
Here's to the ones
这首歌是唱给那些
Who hide the bullet from the gun
躲开了枪火射出的子弹的人
Foot down on all of my ******** but won't cage me in
听完了我所有的胡言乱语 却没有选择限制我
Here's to my fans
这首歌献给我的歌迷们
All in until the bitter end
竭尽全力直到最终点
Drink or two to the toast
喝上一两杯吧 全当是庆祝
Not too many though
当然不要喝得太多了
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