歌词
[au: CORPSE]
'Cause I can't do shxt right, I can't learn my lesson
[re: LRC Editor - Android app]
I can't do shxt right, take anti-depressants
[ve: Version 3.2.5]
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
因为我一无是处，不吸取教训
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
依靠抗抑郁药活着
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me
病痛和治疗吞噬了我的青春
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
我的朋友一定很讨厌我 无法回应他们
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
被焦躁症占据，我总把自己藏起
Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
一直被自卑驱使的我
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
无法努力成为榜样
Fxxkin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
我不敢出门，因为那些想找到我的人
Got a lot of bad shxt that I'm taking to my grave
对我的隐私好奇到发狂
Got a fxxkin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
他们为何总想知道我的长相 无法理解
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
因为自己的倒影 我打碎了那面镜子
'Cause I'll age another fxxkin' thousand days before I know it
这些痛苦将伴我进入坟墓
Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
软禁在家里等待死神的审判
But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic
所以在雨天我为自己倒了杯红酒
Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get
因为我知道往后的数千个昼夜也会一样痛苦
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
每日呆在室内 把时间浪费在看手机上
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
但我喜欢下雨 因为我患有广场恐惧症
What's the point? I'm not okay
最后我只想告诉你们
What's the point? I'm not okay
我感到很烦躁 我感到很不安
This shxt is fxxkin' difficult
我感到很焦虑 我感到很紧张
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