Mask

Dream

歌词

(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat)

(...)

(Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy)

(...)

I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time

我常常戴着微笑的面具

Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind

紧盯着天花板，迫使自己隐去内心深处的思绪

And when they ask me how I'm doing

当他们问起我最近怎么样

I say, "I'm just fine"

我会说：“我很好”

And when they ask me how I'm doing

当他们问起我过的怎么样

I say, "I'm just fine"

我会说：“我很好”

But the fact is

但是实际上

I can never get off from my mattress

我甚至无法从床上起来

And all that they can ask is

而他们也只会问

"Why are you so sad, kid?" (Why are you so sad, kid?)

“孩子，你为什么看起来这么悲伤？”

That's what the mask is

这就是我的面具所在

That's what the point of the mask is

这就是面具存在的意义

So you can see I'm tryin'

或许你能看到我在努力

You won't see me cryin'

但你不曾见过我默默流泪

I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)

于是我继续将微笑面具按在脸上，我没事，我很好

And it just keeps on pilin'

然后事情开始不断堆积

It's so terrifying

让我快要窒息

But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)

但我仍继续戴着微笑面具，对，我很好

I've been carin' too much for so long

我总是为太多太多的事情而惴惴不安

Been comparin' myself for so long

总是一遍遍的和自己较劲，和别人比较

Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real

总是带着微笑面具

So long, it's real, so long, it's real

好久，真的好久

Always bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces

总会被一张张陌生的面庞评头论足

Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages

不敢出门，已经太久没见过光，没见过灯火通明的景色

But I've been places

但我曾去过许多的地方

So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish

告诉自己：我没事，我很好，应该吧

Yeah, I'm okay, bitch

我很好！才怪

But the fact is

但实际上

I need help, I'm failin' all my classes

我挂了所有的学科，我需要帮助啊

They think that I need glasses

他们以为我需要的只是一副眼镜

I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this)

我好希望能通过考试快点结束