歌词
I woke up from the same dream:
我从一个相同的梦里醒来
falling backwards, falling backwards
向后倾倒，向后倾倒
’til it turned me inside out.
直到它使我晕头转向
now i live a waking life
现在我清醒的活着
of looking backwards, looking backwards;
回头看，回头看
a model citizen of doubt.
一个疑惑的模范市民
until one day i had enough
直到有一天我受够了
of this exercise of trust.
为获取信任而进行的试探
i leaned in and let it hurt,
我依靠它，放任它伤害自己
and let my body feel the dirt.
让我的身体感知污秽
when i break pattern, i break ground.
当我打破模式，我又重新开始了
i rebuild when i break down.
当我意志消沉时，我又重建了自我
i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
当我醒来我比以往更加清醒
still i’m pinned under the weight
我仍被禁锢在这高压之下
of what i believed would keep me safe.
我所信仰的一切会保我周全
so show me where my armor ends,
所以告诉我在哪可以卸下我的铠甲
show me where my skin begins.
告诉我可以露出我的本色肌肤
like a final puzzle piece
像最后一块拼图
it all makes perfect sense to me…
这对我来说完全合乎情理
the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.
我心里的重量归咎于地心引力
the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me.
我心里的重量让我支离破碎
i’ve been worried all my life,
我一生忧患
a nervous wreck most of the time.
总是极度紧张
i’ve always been afraid of heights,
我总是恐高
[02:33.11][02:29.97][02:07.15]of falling backwards, falling backwards.
[02:33.11][02:29.97][02:07.15]向后倾倒，向后倾倒
[02:17.11][02:10.39]i’ve been worried all my life.
[02:17.11][02:10.39]我一生忧患
until one day i had enough
直到有一天我受够了
of this exercise of trust.
为获取信任而进行的试探
i leaned in and let it hurt,
我依靠它，放任它伤害自己
and let my body feel the dirt.
让我的身体感知污秽
when i break pattern, i break ground.
当我打破模式，我又重新开始了
i rebuild when i break down.
当我意志消沉时，我又重建了自我
i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
当我醒来我比以往更加清醒
still i’m pinned under the weight
我仍被禁锢在这高压之下
of what i believed would keep me safe.
我所信仰的一切会保我周全
so show me where my armor ends,
所以告诉我在哪可以卸下我的铠甲
show me where my skin begins.
告诉我可以露出我的本色肌肤
like a final puzzle piece
像最后一块拼图
it all makes perfect sense to me…
这对我来说完全合乎情理
[03:26.52]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.
[03:26.52]我心里的重量归咎于地心引力
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