歌词
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回自我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
管好你的嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回本我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
闭上狗嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
I ll buy your lies i swear im your top consumer
如果能购入你的谎言我发誓我是你的最大消费者
And ive been tryna smile alot but its not for humor
我已经很努力尝试微笑但那不是为了幽默
Its a mask to hide the pain thats rooted in me like tumors
这是一张假面 用来掩盖我内心难却的痛苦
If a doctors finna operate tell em use a bazooka
如果医生要做手术 告诉他们用火箭筒
They ask me why i wanna kill myself
他们问我为什么要自杀
I guess thats cause everyday i dont feel like myself
我想那是因为我每天都觉得迷失了本我
My soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf
我的灵魂和情感只是架子上的残余
My thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt
我的情绪如此炽热感觉头骨就要融化
I often wonder why i had to hold it down
我经常思索我为什么要压抑它
While you went and ****ed around
当你到来彻夜交欢
Told me we were safe and sound
告诉我我们会安全并被倾听
Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground x2
夺走了我的心 然后你把它扔在了地上
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回自我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
管好你的嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回本我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
闭上狗嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
I know that ive never been the best
我知道我从未做到最好
But if you get one more text from your ex
但如果你再收到你前任的一条短信
Im catchin a flight to snap his neck
我会跃上飞机去扭断他的脖子
Boy stop spittin for aesthetic you just love to play to pretend
呕弟弟别以为你吐痰的样子很拽 你只是喜欢显摆
I ****ing hate you ill let everyone know
我恨你 我会让所有人知道的
If we ever cross paths im stickin you in the nose
如果我们碰面爷打碎你的鼻梁
******s in his body yeah thats just a Holy Ghost
弹片穿入他的身体 那可是圣灵
This aint even close too the range that my anger goes
爷的暴怒值还没接近起点
Ive been stabbed in the back way too many ****in times
我被人从背后捅了太多刀了
Ive been trippin hopin karma comes and has you traumatized
因果报应来了 让你精神受创
And i know all about the sick and sadistic **** you like
我知道你会喜欢暴虐之徒
My shoulders feelin like boulders with these devils and i
我的肩膀像巨石一样被这些恶魔环绕
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回自我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
管好你的嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
Had to lose it all, to find myself
不得不失去一切 来找回本我
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
迷失了心绪与灵魂 身体逐渐衰弱
Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt
闭上狗嘴你根本不知道我经历过什么
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
被困陷于自己的孤独中日复一日
专辑信息
1.Myself