Never Bloom

These flowers, I wish they never bloomed

You spearheaded my heart

You spun me in a typhoon

And I feel you're a tempest

Howling gales in my sails

In the veil of exhales

You pinned me down like a nail

I said

I know you're probably watching

I know you robbed me so stop it

Vein popping outta my forehead

I'm red, anger knocking

At the door, my core shook

Look I knew you understood

Foot by foot, bunny hopping

Left and right, so I'll recite

The theft of those nights, sobbing

Funny you left me shopping

And copping new insides throbbing

In the butcher aisle

In denial feeling sore

Beat this dead horse

Left my voice coarse and my mind at war

From mourning of course

Drinking sour swills killed every hour

Didn't get a warning

Surprised I had the power

To devour your coward lies

The louder she got

The more every doubt multiplied

A flower of remorse and regret

A threat that blossomed to a virus that spreads

I wish these flowers never bloomed

Inhaling in your fumes, I was breathing in your doom

And all the rues of your roses I consumed

These flowers, I wish they never bloomed

You spearheaded my heart

You spun me in a typhoon

And I feel you're a tempest

Howling gales in my sails

In the veil of exhales

You pinned me down like a nail

I said

The crushing feeling asphyxiation

Of all of you I can't help but deny it

And honestly I'm feelin' blue

If only we didn't meet

Then maybe we wouldn't bloom

Don't be sorry

Don't apologize for what you do

And everytime you left

I felt I got a little stronger

But everytime it happened

You were gone

For so much longer

I'll spread my wings

And fly away

Please don't try to make me stay

I'm not having all this garbage

So just get away

Everytime we said we'd try

It ends in sad goodbyes

I'm not really feelin' this

We're just wasting time

Yeah you're stuck in my mind

But I'll forget you soon enough

And lose the will to cry

Travel on to higher skies

Never did I think

That we would end up like this

Think about the times you hurt me

You're my only witness

Still I sit and wait

For you to come back and call my name

All for me to say to you

I'm done with playing these games

These flowers, I wish they never bloomed

You spearheaded my heart

You spun me in a typhoon

And I feel you're a tempest

Howling gales in my sails

In the veil of exhales

You pinned me down like a nail

I said

I said, I said , I said, I said

These flowers, I wish they never bloomed