pretend

Thinking about them old days before i felt pain

Before i learned that nothing ever stays the same

Its been constant reminders that ive changed so much

I gave all my love and it wasn't enough

So what do i do when i cant even come around

What do i do when i cant even make a sound

My mind boggling i cant even think straight

I've been up for three days tell me can you relate

I was defeated before i even tried

And when i said i didn't love you girl you know that i lied

I say a lot of dumb shit when im high

But you know that them words ****ing ate me alive

So tonight lets pretend that everything's alright

Yea even tho its not

Wondering when will this stop cause i don't wanna feel this way

I just wanna feel okay

Thinking about them old days before i felt pain

Before i learned that nothing ever stays the same

Its been constant reminders that ive changed so much

I gave all my love and it wasn't enough

It wasn't enough

Gave you all my love

Wanted to give you the world

Got my stomach in a whirl

Play with my heart

Shoulda known from the start

Cause you play with my head

Give a damn what you said

Cause its not okay no its not fine

Guess it was just a sign

From up above(x3)