歌词
I got a pen in my hand, a piece of paper and some tissues
手里拿着一支笔，一张纸和一些纸巾
Crying in my room and writing songs about my issues
孤身在房里 边哭边写下满是我问题的歌曲
I’m viciously wishing that I had someone that would listen
我如此地希望有人能聆听我
To all the thoughts and problems that I have and help me fix them
聆听我所有的想法和问题 帮助我解决他们
‘Cos I got no motion in my emotions
因为我的情绪没有变化
Yeah, I feel nothing, I think I’m broken
是的 我没有感知 我真的快要崩溃了
I’ve lost my feelings, I can no longer feel things
我失去了感觉 我再也感觉不到了
And the walls are closing in I’m getting crushed by the ceiling
墙壁在左右合并 天花板朝我压来 我快窒息了
The feeling of feeling real feelings is something
那种能去感知事物的感觉是
That I cannot feel so I'm spending everyday
是我感受不到的 所以我每天幻想
Day dreaming of feeling real feelings but
幻想着能感觉到那些真实的感受 可是
The feelings I'm feeling will never ever be real
那些我所感受到的感觉都不是真的
I can always say that I’m decent
可以说我还是蛮像样的
I can always play pretend
我可以假装过得很好
I can always fake all my feelings
我可以假装我可以感受
I can always act like I’m okay
我可以假装我看起来很正常
If you ever feel that you miss me
如果你想起我了
If I get a call when I’m home
如果我在家里接到了一个电话
Always been a doubt on my face
我总是怀疑 那会是你吗
That I'm not this strong
我其实真的没有那么强大
And I wish we could live in our paradise
真希望我们可以住在天堂
But as long as I’m stuck in my past life
但只要我还困在我的过去
Had my mind racing fiercely from a thousand lies
还因为在意别人无数的言语而感到紧张 我们就没有可能
Now my eyes tearing up, feeling paralyzed
我的眼睛撕裂般地涌出泪水 感觉神经麻痹了
And I'm numb, drowning thoughts with some white wine
我已经麻木了 用白葡萄酒淹没了我的思绪
Can’t comprehend how ****ed this mind of mine is
我自己都无法理解我自己
I don’t know if you hate me, that’s alright
我不知道你是否恨我 没关系
Leaving empty handed with every fight
我空手而归
Lying down feeling hopeless I can’t lie
无法感知无法说谎的我 躺在床上绝望着
Wishing I wouldn’t **** up every time
希望我不会每次都搞砸
I want to change, I’m not used to the sunlight
我也想要改变啊，如此这般 跟吸血鬼一样躲躲藏藏的我
Falling back in your arms is my crime
可回到你的怀里 是对你的伤害，这是我的罪过啊
I can always say that I’m decent
可以说我还是蛮像样的
I can always play pretend
我可以假装过得很好
I can always fake all my feelings
我可以假装我可以感受
I can always act like I’m okay
我可以假装我看起来很正常
If you ever feel that you miss me
如果你想起我了
If I get a call when I’m home
如果我在家里接到了一个电话
Always been a doubt on my face
我总是怀疑 那会是你吗
That I'm not this strong
我其实真的没有那么强大
I can always say that I’m decent
可以说我还是装的很像的
I can always play pretend
我可以假装过得很好
I can always fake all my feelings
我可以假装我可以感受
I can always act like I’m okay
我可以假装我看起来很正常
If you ever feel that you miss me
如果你想起我了
If I get a call when I’m home
如果我在家里接到了一个电话
Always been a doubt on my face
我总是怀疑 那会是你吗
That I'm not this strong
我其实真的没有那么强大
专辑信息
1.Feelings