just another sad song lol

歌词
This limerence is killing me
对你的迷恋吞噬着我
I want my life back
我想要过回从前的生活
I'm obsessed with validation
执着于确认你的心意
Don't know why I'm like that
不明白为何要这样做
But just don't know when you call
也不明白为何你的来电
I'll always pick up the phone
我总在第一时间接起
I'm righting my wrongs
我要弥补我的过错
So you'll have closure when I'm gone
所以当我离去你也会感到解脱
I've been like this for a long time
这种状态持续太久了
I just want it all to end
想要一切都快快结束
I'm sorry to the ones I love
想要对我爱的人说声抱歉
If you don't see me again
如果你不想再见到我
If you want me to be honest
如果你要我坦诚以待
I don't wanna play pretend
那我也不想再欺骗自己了
Think I'm fallin' to the other side
我觉得我快要放弃了
You know I been on the fence
你知道我早已举棋不定
I bend over backwards so far that I break
我一直在努力 但终究还是坚持不下去了
Tired of livin' a life I can't take
我无法忍受这种生活 真的厌倦了
Sippin' on potions, I'm tryna escape
想要摆脱这种摇摆不定的处境
Don't say you feel me 'cause you can't relate
别说你懂我 你根本不能感同身受
Look in the mirror, it makes me feel nauseous
镜子里的自己让我觉得恶心
Turn people off 'cause I'm ****in' obnoxious
这样的我 想必也会让别人心生厌恶
Filling my body with all these toxins
这种感觉就像毒素遍布全身
Sip on this liquor until I'm unconscious
只好把自己灌醉
This limerence is killing me
对你的迷恋吞噬着我
I want my life back
我想要过回从前的生活
I'm obsessed with validation
执着于确认你的心意
Don't know why I'm like that
不明白为何要这样做
But just don't know when you call
也不明白为何你的来电
I'll always pick up the phone
我总在第一时间接起
I'm righting my wrongs
我要弥补我的过错
So you'll have closure when I'm gone
所以当我离去你也会感到解脱
I've been like this for a long time
这种状态持续太久了
I just want it all to end
想要这一切都快快结束
I'm sorry to the ones I love
想要对我爱的人说声抱歉
If you don't see me again
如果你不想再见到我
If you want me to be honest
如果你要我坦诚以待
I don't wanna play pretend
那我也不想再欺骗自己了
Think I'm fallin' to the other side
我觉得我快要放弃了
You know I been on the fence
你知道我早已举棋不定
专辑信息
1.just another sad song lol
2.i'll never find love