Trying

midwxst

歌词

Walk a long road with myself

孤身一人走过长路

No one by my side

无人伴我同行

Put out my hand and reach for help

探出头来寻求帮助

But nobody saw my signs

但没人看到我求救的信号

Don't want wake up everyday I been trying

耗尽全身力量不想存在于这世上

I put my face inside my hoodies just to stop all my crying

将脸藏进连帽衫中只为停止哭泣

And I might say that I'm okay but I hope you know that I'm lying

也许我会说我还好但你知道我在撒谎

I might just succumb to my thoughts, I think I'm tired of trying

早已麻木的思想我已放弃一切尝试

In the spotlight and the lights, they best not dim

身处聚光灯下它们最好不要变暗

I done take so many L's I think it's time for me to win

数不胜数的失败是时候成功了

Feelings come out of my brain and start to crawl throughout my skin

思绪从脑中闯出从皮肤上慢慢渗出

Gotta wipe away my tears because they're falling off my chin, yeah

擦干泪水因为它们从脸颊上滑落

I finna never take no L's

失败被我拒之门外

I don't like to talk to randoms so don't hit up on my cell, nah

没时间与你聊天别闲着打我电话

You ain't ever seen this side of me I'm coming out my shell

你从未见过此般的我公之于众

If you talk to me you better watch your tone boy do not yell, nah

和我对话请声音放低可别大喊大叫

Back to the basics, wake up and go to sleep

回到原来日复一日起床入睡

Don't know who's my friend, I don't know if they even care for me

不知道谁是我朋友谁真的在乎我

People always ditch me, I wonder when they're gonna leave

人们总是抛弃我好奇何时他们离开

Hood over my head but the wind is blowing all on me

头戴帽子狂风直吹我脸上

Sticks and stones may break my bones

些许攻击可能就会摧毁我

Don't need friends, better off alone

不需要朋友只想一人呆着

Leave my side, you can **** off and go

旁边不坐人我请你离开

Got some snakes in the grass I think I need to mow

看来要除掉些草中暗蛇

People say they ride or die but then they stab you in your back and leave

人们嘴上说“两肋插刀”但是却在背后暗中攻击

And that's why I don't trust what niggas say, no I can not believe

所以这就是我不相信他们所述的原因

And now you know why I keep my circle small cus' people lie to me

关系圈小而密防止他人对我撒谎

I finna all watch out for all my brothers, go up finally

为了真兄弟努力向上

You a bitch boy, I could give less, don't give a ****

而你我瞧都不瞧一眼

You was cappin' on the gang so now we gotta come run it

向帮派喷垃圾话准备好付出代价

Shots is gonna ****ing shoot at you, yeah we gon let it bust

向你身上倾泻火力我可不留情

My bad nigga I'm so sorry didn't mean to cuss, sike

抱歉我已被逼入绝境所以..