歌词
Inside my mind going back and forth
一些事情在我的脑海里来回穿梭
Every single night I ask the Lord
每晚我都在问上帝
Will he take all these grey clouds away
他会把这些乌云都带走吗
Cuz when it rain I can't stand the storm
因为我无法忍受下雨时的风暴
Trauma a pain that I can't ignore
它带给我一种无法忽视的痛苦
No drive for days, I'm a crashing course
几天没有开车出门，我快崩溃了
I'm tryna fight off my depression
我需要努力摆脱我的抑郁
I don't know how long I had it for
我已经忘记这种状态持续了多久
But I had it long enough to know that
但我早就知道了
It is a part of me
它是我的一部分
They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me
他们说克服它吧，彷佛对我而言这件事很简单一样
As if I didn't hear it from everybody else
所有的人都对我说着类似的话
Giving me their opinion on everything
他们对我指手画脚
They feel is wrong with me
他们觉得是我自己的问题
These highs and lows, taking a toll
这些情绪的起起伏伏，终会让我付出代价
I can't control, my feelings now
我现在无法控制我的感情了
I just don't know, how long I'll go
我也不知道我还要坚持多久
Way down this road, I'm feeling down
沿着这条路走，我情绪很低落
I make a record so they feel me now
我做了这张唱片来让他们体会我的感受
Just cuz you exist, don't mean you're alive
你的存在并不意味着你还活着
And I realized this, as time passes by
随着时间的流逝，我意识到了这一点
I can't call it quits, I quit every-time
我不能放弃，虽然我每次都这样想
I need to resist, this feeling inside
我需要抵抗这种内心的想法
I wish my pain would leave and just exit
我希望我的痛苦能离开，然后消失
Maybe I didn't earn my lesson
也许我还是没有学会怎么抵抗
Lately I feel disconnected, cuz
才过了一会儿我又感到不安了
God I'm feeling low, low, low
上帝啊，我感觉很低落，低落，低落
I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh
我郁郁寡欢，不知道该去哪里
God I'm feeling low, low, low
上帝啊，我感觉很低落，低落，低落
I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay
我厌倦了痛苦，希望它能消失
I tell myself that I got this
我告诉自己我能行
Then tell myself that I'm not shit
我告诉自己我不是废物
Tearing down my spirit
撕扯我的灵魂
Now I'm in my feelings
让我沉浸在自己的感觉中
Man, when am I gonna stop this
我什么时候才能阻止这一切
These voices in my head, do hit for sure
我脑海里的这些声音，从未停歇
Comparing myself till I'm insecure
让我没有安全感
It hits me the worse when I'm feeling doubt
当我怀疑自己的时候，这种感觉会更加强烈
I'm locked in my thoughts
我陷入了沉思
There's no getting out
逃不出去了
It's a toxic cycle that I can't break
这是我无法打破的恶性循环
To paralyze to move, so then I just wait
我动弹不得，所以我就等吧
Till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight
等到压力把我压得粉碎
Trust me I tried to run but I can't escape
相信我，我试过逃跑，但我逃不掉
Life like a loaded gun pointed at my face
生活就像一把对着我的脸上了膛的枪
Loves like a potent drug, just to numb my pain
爱情像药性很强的药，但只能麻木我的痛
I tried to open up, to the ones I'd date
我试着对我约会的人敞开心扉
Just to get broken up, yo what a mistake
最后还是难逃分手，这真是个错误啊
God I'm feeling low, low, low
上帝啊，我感觉很低落，低落，低落
I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh
我郁郁寡欢，不知道该去哪里
God I'm feeling low, low, low
上帝啊，我感觉很低落，低落，低落
I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay
我厌倦了痛苦，希望它能消失
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
我祈求主保佑我的灵魂
This nightmare isn't what I dreamed
这是我不想要的噩梦
I cross my hands, in agony
我痛苦地交叉双手
I pray, I pray, oh
我祈祷，我祈祷
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