歌词
夜深了，我静坐床榻
It’s dark out, sit in bed I
睡意来袭，眼皮沉重如坠千斤
Feel the sleep tug at my eyes
但我无法安然入眠
Still awake this late at night
整日搜索枯肠，一个字也写不出来
A day done and nothing to write
有人说这并非一蹴而就
Some say it’s difficult to find
才思枯竭，无从下笔
And the words, they just stay inside
不如回到过去，一切从头再来
How about you start at the beginning -
你大梦初醒，我洗耳恭听
You woke up - go on I’ll listen
人生就该如此吗，空留一张白纸黑字？
这就是我曾存于世间的唯一证据吗？
Is life like this, pen to paper alone like this?
我该放飞思想，以此保留童真？
Is this how they’ll see me when I’m gone?
我该丢盔卸甲，奉上软肋首级？
Then should I dismiss my real thoughts to protect my kids
世人将如何铭记悄然离去的我？
Should I let them see my weaknesses
我该抛却皮囊，袒露脆弱真心？
How will the remember me when I’m gone?
世人将如何铭记溘然长逝的我？
于是我日日夜夜
Should I let them see my weaknesses
撰写世间千姿百态
How will the remember me when I’m
只因我与众生皆是鲜活生动的平凡之人
面对过错，我将吐露残酷的真相
So I record the same
我为功成名就而弃绝的一切
The wild and mundane
我将日复一日，哼着小曲挥洒笔墨
Cause I’m a whole person like they’ll be too
哪怕将它养成一个难以戒掉的习惯
I’ll tell the truth - when I was wrong
只因我将怀揣一颗赤子之心
And what I sacrificed to be strong
追忆旧日年少轻狂的那个自己
I’ll write every day, humming away
我写下的字字句句都直通胸臆
Even make it a habit that I don’t lose
穿越心门，跃然纸上
Cause I look back too with a warmer heart
因为我遨游于头脑的幻想世界，无人侵扰
At the younger girl I once was
人们说我将永远迷失自我
毋庸置疑，这才是真实到无以复加的我
My journal’s like a link book to my brain
只消翻阅片刻，你将洞悉我的灵魂深处
So reach out to it, cross the gate
但你最好别倾心于我，我一身缺点你消受不起
Cause everything I am is safe here in my mind
物以类聚，时间自会分门别类
Someone told me that I couldn’t be myself
按下暂停，一切倏然半途而废
I would be me even more through my doubts
皆是徒劳，根本没有什么人以群分
因我也曾
You’ll get a grip of my soul as you read on
贪婪自私，鲁莽叛逆
Is it harder to love me now, that you can arrange all my flaws
虚情假意，自欺欺人
Categories, time dates and cause
抛却激情，混吃等死
Get about halfway and pause
我本不至于此，我本不至于此
It’s not worth it there are so many more
百无一用唯有自暴自弃
无人知晓以便放任自流
I’ve been
我心知肚明，这是我今生走不出的怪圈
Greedy and selfish and borderline reckless
但这是个秘密，能否替我守口如瓶
I mostly broke promises up with myself when
夜深了，我静坐床榻
I told myself til I could feel no more breath
睡意来袭，眼皮沉重如坠千斤
I’d be better than this, I’d be better than this
但我无法安然入眠
I’ve only managed to disappoint myself
整日搜索枯肠，一个字也写不出来
No one knows so they can’t force me to look for help
有人说这并非一蹴而就
It’s a cycle I’ve repeated and know so well
才思枯竭，无从下笔
But it’s secret, can you keep it?
不如回到过去，一切从头再来
你大梦初醒，我洗耳恭听
It’s dark out, sit in bed I
Feel the sleep tug at my eyes
Still awake this late at night
A day done and nothing to write
Some say it’s difficult to find
And the words, they just stay inside
How about you start at the beginning -
You woke up - go on I’ll listen
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