歌词
心力憔悴，我已经无力反抗
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
希望渺茫，我没法假装无事发生
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
我真希望我能从痛苦中解脱出来
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
接近崩溃
Broken down
我感到崩溃，好像没人听到我说过的任何字
我脑中的那些声音都已被唤醒
I'm feelin' broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
为什么我接触到的一切都会开始腐烂
And all these voices in my head are now awoken
去他的！那不是真的
Why is it that everything I touch just starts erodin'?
告诉我那都是假象
**** it, no that ain't true
告诉我在我死之前我要给某人一个目标
Tell me it's all a lie
告诉我无论发生什么事都要勇于尝试
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
为什么我觉得活着很痛苦？
Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try
每天都很困惑，生活就像是战场
Why do I feel pain for simply bein' alive?
时间的流逝越来越多，我慢慢失去了希望
Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight
希望我平平无奇，而不是假装没事
Fallin' deeper with time, I'm slowly losin' the light
我希望我过得平淡而不是充满波澜
Really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
独自坐在我的房间里
I really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright
有时我开始怀疑如果我走了谁会在乎
Sit alone in my room, just barely gettin' along
也许只有我的家人，爸爸妈妈，和兄弟
Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone
当我还活着的时候有人向我证明我错了
Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom
接近崩溃
While I'm still alive and breathin' someone prove to me I'm wrong
心力憔悴，我已经无力反抗
希望渺茫，我没法假装无事发生
Broken down
我真希望我能从痛苦中解脱出来
Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths
接近崩溃
Hopeless now (Hopeless now), I can't pretend I'm okay
为什么这感觉像是在忏悔？
Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain
就像我让一个人因为与抑郁作斗争而失望
Broken down
我怎样自救？我的思想作武器
每天当我凝视自己的倒影时，我都在战斗
Why does this feel like a confession?
把这场战争藏起来，可能它就因此而起
Like I've let somebody down for strugglin' with depression
脸上带着笑容但心如刀割
How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon
我今生真正想要的是爱
That I battle every day while starin' at my reflection
我想要的只是被爱
I keep all of this hid—probably why it builds up
但我放弃了，我的生活一团糟
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
过的没有任何意义，但不知怎么书写
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
我的身体越来越虚弱，觉得我没有人可以信任
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
所以当我努力让我自己摆脱困境又有什么意义呢？
But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much
我应该受到所有的责难吗，谁人有同样的感觉？
And that don't make any sense, but somehow writin' it does
凭什么我一次又一次的崩溃？
I'm growin' weak in my body, think I got no one to trust
开始怀疑这是不是永无止境
So what's the point in me tryin' when tryin's leaving me stuck?
这是永远的结局吗？因为我…
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?
心力憔悴，我已经无力反抗
Why do I keep on breakin' down over and over again?
希望渺茫，我没法假装无事发生
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end
我真希望我能从痛苦中解脱出来
Is this ever gon' end? Cause I'm—
接近崩溃
心力憔悴，我已无力反抗
Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
希望渺茫，我没法假装无事发生
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
永恒的地狱，我希望我能从中解放
Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
也许结局已定吧…
Broken down
Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths
Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay
Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain
Broken down
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