歌词
I was barely a teenager the first time I tried to kill myself
我第一次企图自杀时,是在刚进入青春期的時候
For a long time in my life, I felt like I'd been living two different lives
在我生命中非常长的一段时间内，我感觉我在过着两种不同的人生
Because the truth is, in the life that only I see, who I am, who I really am, is someone who struggles intensely with depression
因为事实是，另外一个人生只有我自己能看到，我是谁，我其实是一个与抑郁症激烈斗争的人
Because there's this pretty popular misconception that depression is just being sad when something in your life goes wrong
因为在社会上有普遍的误解认为说，抑郁症只是在当你生命中出了什么差错的时候会难过
When you break up with your girlfriend, when you lose a loved one, when you don't get the job you wanted
当你和你的女朋友分手，当你失去心爱的人，当你找不到理想的工作的时候
But that's sadness, that's a natural thing, that's a natural human emotion
但这只是悲伤。这是一件很自然的事情
Real depression isn't being sad when something in you life goes wrong; real depression is being sad when everything in your life was going right
真正的抑郁不是当你生命中出了差错的时候悲伤，真正的抑郁是当你生活中的一切都好的时候悲伤。
I know what I'm missing out on
我当然知道我会错过什么
But instead, I choose to focus on the activities that I can do for things that I am passionate about, like scouting, or music, or comic books
但取而代之的，我选择侧重那些对我来说充满热情的活动，例如童子军音乐或漫画书。
Lesson number one
第一课
Never believe a prediction that doesn't empower you
永远不要相信一个不能帮助你的预言
(Omen) Don't tell me ******* ****
别跟我鬼扯
Stop puling on my strings
停止挑战我的底线
I tried telling you before
我早就尝试过告诉你
But you just won't seem to quit
但你就是不放弃
I'm not throwing it
我不管其他的
I'm making myself known and I'm ignoring inside tones
我会扬名立万，我无视所有状况
The race just started here we go
比赛才刚刚开始，让我们上吧
I'm not stopping 'till we dead
我在死之前都不会停止
I'm ******* in
我来了
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