already tired

I just woke up

And I'm already tired

Feel sick from my head down to my stomach

The longer I stay in bed

Forget what I said

About all the goals I met

They don't mean a thing to me anymore

I know that's bad

But you don't have to tell me that

I already know

I'm too hard on myself

I'm stubborn to ask for help

When it's offered

I swear that I'm doing

Oh so well

Then push them away, yeah

I just woke up

But I wish that I didn't

I haven't ate in a while

But the kitchen feels so far

I hear your car

Are you already leaving?

It's two in the afternoon

I should get up soon, I know

You don't have to tеll me that

I already know I nevеr

****ing changed

I know that I'm not alone

But it feels like I am

I ****ing hate my brain

So push me away, yeah

Just push me away