歌词与中文翻译
In the darkness, he asks himself, "Did God make me this way? Did God do this to me? Did he make me do it?"
在黑暗之中，他问自己：“这是神迹的显灵？这是神对我做的事吗？他冥冥中促使我这样做吗？”
And he looks down. Down at his hollowness.
他埋下头，埋进了他空洞的影子里，
His twisted innards. And thinks, "This is me. This is me for life. I have to do it.
深入到他自身扭曲的内脏。他想：“这就是我，苟活着的我。我不得不这样活着。”
So he has to lie there in the cold dark, amongst all those smells and the bent reflections,
所以他只能躺在冰冷的，充斥着各种气味的黑夜里，那些黑影弯下腰俯视着他。
he has to lie there and be what he is. He has to accept.
他只能躺在那里，就像原本的他那样躺着。他只能接受眼下。
But it's different when he's doing it. When he answers. Justifies his utility.
但与此同时有什么发生了改变。他自问自答时，他审视自己的价值时，
When he fulfils his purpose. When he is. His head spins and his arms rise. When he's tearing.
他为自己的目标实践时，他变了。他的大脑在转动，手臂抬起，撕碎自己的过往。
Then it all makes sense. Then he has a purpose.
变化就发生了，他有了为之努力的方向。
Just before the wrenching. The heave. Like he was born to do it. Like it was what was expected.
就像在扭曲痉挛之前，人会呕吐。就像他生来就会的那样。人类生来就接受了。
He only needed God for the darkness.
在漫漫长夜里，他只需要上帝的指引。
He never blamed you. He never once judged, or smiled with the smooth, patronising corner of his mouth.
神从不责怪你，从不评判什么，也不会缓缓地，傲慢地翘起他的嘴角。
He left it all to God. Then it's God who's doing it. His creator. Our tearer. That's why he never gets to drink.
他把他的全部交付给神。让他这样做的正是神，人的创造者，我们所敬畏的神。这就是为什么他从不喝酒，
God won't let him. God wants it all for himself.
因为神不会允许他堕落，神愿将所有痛苦留给自己。