Best Me

Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand

I sip slow think slower.

Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya

I'mma say that again, I sip slow think slower.

Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know ya

When I was 7 used to rock soldiers

Hotboys had it poppa from the Nolia

I needa project chick from tha corner, cousin had a friend she was like 10

Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner

Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter

Fast forward, now it's dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders

****ing outta spite kinda sorta, got engaged now I'm thinkin bout a daughter

Spend a lotta time even tho I can't afford her, please keep it coming with the brown water

Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV , wanted floor change for the quarter-waters

When I was naive to these things, I really wanna follow what my heart shares

Money ain't a thing, till it's not there

And *****es ain't **** till you need a queen, and ****** all the same till you meet a king

You know whatchu need when you dead broke

You know what you want when you see the dreams

All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)

All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly

Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life

***** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day 'N' Nite

Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own

Nah ***** (x2)

I ain't neva had a motha****in handout,

a bunch of mistakes in my past now I'm tryna stick to a plan route

But that's life my *****, sometimes **** just don't pan out

Lately I've been tryna bite my tongue,

dawg I've been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long. Wit Myself

Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ?

I could use a little slack, for the wealth

But I'm too afraid to ask for the help

Still attached to the past,

and it's felt like way too strong I don't ever wanna wait too long

But I know if I hold on, know you've grown, go and getcho dough baby

Hold on know you wrong, just don't lose your soul baby

Hold on don't you know, love won't ever fall baby

Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe

All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)

All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly

Step up in this ***** like, (woo!) look at what the cat dragged in

Used to call my crushes on my mommas house phone,

13 and youngin thought I had it mapped back then

I'mma be rich as ****, lemme bring tha racks back in

Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers

Keep it old fashioned, (two choices) I'ma be my own captain

Robert Frost Theory, ***** never had siri

Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then

No new phone, I'm just done with all the acts my friend

You ain't adding to my life, then you subtractin

You ain't gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in

***** hold the phone, caught up in the late night

Can't stay for the day ma, had to catch a red eye have a safe flight

20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond

Circumstances I been trippin over fakeness

No patience, but I think I think too much (still)

I think I lack confidence (still)

I think I want prominence, dominance good logic & common sense

But that starts with me

All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)

All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly