歌词与中文翻译
I hold such bated breath
我屏住呼吸
My hand a brimming trove
我手中溢满了珍宝
I hold such spinning wheel
我像拿着纺车转轮
That my years gape wide.
我的生命裂开巨大的撕口
And I say yes, as true as Troilus.
我说我愿意，就像特洛伊罗斯那样真心
The moon having all to do with it, we wait and speak of nothing. I stare at your wealth as a moth would at a light. Our lies squeak like bus breaks on a boring hill.
一切都是月光作怪，我们静静等待，都未开口 我像飞蛾凝望火光一样，盯着你的财富 我们的谎言泄露出声，好像破山坡上坏掉的巴士
As False as Cressida you take my hand.
你牵起我的手，就像克瑞西达那么虚伪
I look into your eyes as into a foreign vowel, gathering my last words around me like photographs in a flood.
我望向你的眼睛，像是望着一个听不懂的外语单词，努力尝试着组织我最后的话语，像在洪水中挣扎的照片
I hold such bated breath
我屏住呼吸
My hand a brimming trove
我手中溢满了珍宝
I hold such spinning wheel
我像拿着纺车转轮
That my years gape wide.
我的生命裂开巨大的撕口
I could take this to you later
本来我可以晚一些再告诉你
But I take this to you now
但是我现在只能这么做了
I must act quickly, you see,
我必须尽快行动，你明白吗
Before my mind invents a cold.
在我的大脑虚构出冰冷之前
Their love ran a faultless course, their eye trained on the same source, their hearts pregnant like salmon with millions of tiny hopes.
他们的爱是一条完美无缺的道路，他们的眼睛都望向同样的东西，他们的心漫溢着，像怀有百万颗鱼子的鲑鱼充满希望的微笑
Troilus: girl-shy but brash-hearted, on the cusp of full living.
特洛伊罗斯，看到女孩子那么羞怯，内心却热情狂野，活在生命巅峰的风口浪尖
Cressida: bright-eyed but wary, bouncing on caution's weakest knee.
克瑞西达，她的眼睛明亮却谨慎，小心翼翼地警惕着一切
And when she left, gutting the house of its contents as she went, a cold emptiness replaced the full feeling, leaving him as hollow-bloated as the deflating bulb of the stomach that remembers the child, love nursing us all into need.
当她离开时，把屋内可以拿走的都掠夺一空，一种冰冷的空虚感替代了那份满足，他的内心被巨大的空洞感侵袭，就像空瘪瘪的子宫思念曾经怀有的婴儿，爱使人变得贪心
Blanking on the deep well of their love to bring up water, he waited nine days for her return, his patience a novena of noble longing.
他脑海一片空白，期待爱像深井中的水 拯救生命
And I say yes, as true as Troilus.
整整九天，他等待着她的归来 持续九天的祈祷，他的耐心是一份近乎高尚的渴求
In privacy of heart
我说我愿意，与特洛伊罗斯同样真心
I shuffle vagary
在我私密的内心中
And trick and the millions
奇思乱想随意飘过
Suck at my bowels like mice.
数不尽的诡计骗局
Like a boy Troilus begged for her return, rumors of her dissension like the cruel whisper of the winter wind hissing through the porch teeth. Nine days of wondering how the clock could summon up enough vim to muscle through the minutes. And on the tenth day something died, swelling like a tumor on the April path, ten days of sitting still, only to hear his heart break those ten times over.
像硕鼠般侵蚀我的五脏六腑
On the tenth day something died
像一个小男孩般，特洛伊罗斯渴求她的归来 关于她情感叛离的流言窃语，就像划过门牙的寒冬凛风一样残忍 整整九天，他度秒如年，难以想象时钟如何积累足够的力量一点一点拨动
Swelling like a tumor the April path.
在第十天，有些东西死去了
Ten days of sitting still
像四月春天小道上勃发待生的肿胀土包
My body buckling like the belly of an accordion.
十天，毫无音讯的十天... ( 他的心如此破碎，仿佛已经过去了十倍更多的时间 )
And I stay true, as true as Troilus, and as I wait for you my life grows cold in waiting. Your truth sedated in the sleep-hub and your silence at the helm of our wreckage, I sit alone in my confusion, dwarfed in not knowing why, my heart like a brass instrument that is spittle-heavy, wheezing out.
我的身躯像手风琴一样狠狠地弯曲着
In the small font of a footnote, I beg for the tight screw, the green light, the hungry flutter of white hands at the blackening keys, to hammer out my own truth, weave a sharp confession, my knuckles chiming over the launch pad like church bells.
我愿与特洛伊罗斯同样真心 等待你的漫长时光中 我生命冷却了，你残忍的真相像一剂药 你的沉默操控着情感的残骸。困惑中 我一个人坐着 无法理解中我的存在被无限缩小，我的心像被唾沫玷污的铜管 呜噎着无法发声
That to be pianist
以脚注般微小的字体，我祈求一个紧紧的螺丝栓，一盏绿灯 祈求飞舞在黑色琴键上的那清白无辜的双手 去敲击出属于我的真相，编织一份尖锐的忏悔告解 我的指关节悬在发射台上作响，像教堂的钟声般回响
And hunger at the keys
成为一个钢琴家
In dreams airlifted out
渴求每一个琴键
From where I toss alone in scrimmage.
梦境开始空灵出窍
In dreams airlifted out, in dreams airlifted out, in dreams airlifted out from where I toss alone in scrimmage...
从我在混战中被孤独抛弃的地方
I catalogue the moments of our beginnings
梦境空灵出窍..梦境空灵出窍...从我在混战中被孤独抛弃的地方....
Remembering how my body shifted like an easy tide
我把我们开始的那些瞬间 归类整理
As you pinned me to you.
我的身体就像简易潮汐表那样轻易转变 还记得
In these days of endless complaint,
当你把我定住，只属于你时
I raise my hand to cover my eye,
在那些抱怨争执不断的日子里
As you did to yours, only to second,
我举起手捂住眼睛
An open eye for yours, a heart for yours,
像你一样紧紧一秒
A promise for yours, only to hold
为你睁开的一只眼睛，为你全心全意的一颗心
In jest, in dreams, in supplications,
为你许下的承诺
In jest.
只能在戏谑笑言中被遵守，在梦境中，在恳求中
by Jayne Amara Ross
是一个笑话...