Alyssa

I get these moments when i have to lie down

because everthing feels,sort of,too much.

And i look up and see blue or the grey or the black

and i feel myself melting into it.

And for,like,a split second,i feel free and happy.

The problem with a person having a lack of love

is that they don't know what it looks like.

So it's easy for them to get tricked,

to see things that aren't there.

But then i guess we all lie to ourselves all the time.