歌词
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
失去身旁的知己令我黯然神伤
Count the memories but they haunt my head
细数回忆 仍零星点点萦绕在脑海
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
情绪低落 堕入深渊但
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
我早已对疼痛麻木不仁就像奴佛卡因
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
失去身旁的知己令我独自惆怅
Count the memories but they haunt my head
回首往昔 记忆一次又一次地冲击脑海
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
情绪低落 堕入深渊但
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
我早已对痛苦麻木不仁就像奴佛卡因一样
You taught me I had purpose and used that to my advantage
你教导我要有目标 并让那作为我的优势
And gave me life advice when I was dead, took it for granted
在我死后给我生命的忠告 把它视为理所当然
The only fuxxing person who saw potential not damage
唯一让人恶心的人看到了潜在的不伤害
Loved someone and watched them die that's just how god planned it
爱一个人 看着他们死去 这就是上帝的安排
Remember the day they told me that you were dead
记得那天他们告诉我你埋进坟墓
I know your students were rude And they pushed you over the edge
我知道学生粗暴无礼 把你逼入绝境
I just hoped the pain ain't last homie not for a sec
我只是希望这种痛苦不会持续很久
I wonder if you popped pills or had a rope at your neck
我想知道你是嗑药而死还是身缢而死
You're the man who broke his back for, drop and respect
你是那个为了屈辱和尊重而一次次回击对手的人
Always told keep on living, never thought you'd be dead
总是被告知生活美好 未曾想过你会因此死去
Told myself I had no time to see you stuck in my head
我告诉自己没有时间去看存储在记忆脑海里的你
Crazy how we clipped in place when I found out about your death
直到耳边传来你死讯的消息时我惊恐万分 心如死灰
Now your bloods all on my hands, and I don't know what to do
我手上沾满你的鲜血 不知所措
I should've seen all of the signs, I was going through it all too
我应该预知所有的迹象 我也经历了这一切
But you smiled at my face and told me keep on pushing through
但你的灵魂冲我微笑告诉我要勇往直前
Now I realized that I should've said the same thing to you
而我也意识到你也亦然
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
失去身旁的知己令我黯然神伤
Count the memories but they haunt my head
细数回忆 仍零星点点萦绕在脑海
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
情绪低落 堕入深渊但
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
我对痛苦已经麻木不仁 就像奴佛卡因一样
I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't
失去身旁的知己令我黯然神伤
Count the memories but they haunt my head
细数回忆 仍零星点点萦绕在脑海
I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but
情绪低落 堕入深渊但
I numb the pain, Just like novocaine
我对痛苦毫无感觉 就像奴佛卡因一样
3am remember my phone was getting a call
凌晨三点响起了手机铃声
Press decline a couple times cause I ain't want to talk
拒绝烦人的记者只因我不愿诉说这一切
Fourth time that I got it I stormed right into the hall
第四次接受采访时我冲进了大厅
And that's when they told me they found your body on the wall
就在那时 他们告诉我他们在墙上发现了你的尸体
I swear to god that in that moment everything stopped
我向上帝发誓 在那一刻 世界万物都停滞不前
I never really been religious but started screaming to god
我从来不信教 但我开始向上帝祈祷
Ask him why he take away someone who did nothing wrong
问他为什么要带走一个什么都没做错的人
Tired of people telling me it's only to make me strong
厌倦了别人反复诉说 仅是为了让我坚强
Now his daughter's got no father and I know how she feels
他女儿失去了父亲 我和她感同身受
But, her's was ripped away how does that sh*t ever heal?
但是她又被撕裂开来 结痂的伤口如何才能愈合
Swear the ones that have lost But are alive and made of steel
我发誓 那些早已失去的 但仍还活着的 硬如钢铁
And the greatest people created were made for god to steal
最伟大的人被创造出来 仅仅是为了让上帝偷窃
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