歌词与中文翻译
Tonight will be the night, i'm going to make this right.
就在今晚,我会把那一切解决的
I ran out the door so fast, they thought i wouldn't come back;
我奔跑着离开那里,他们觉得我不再回来
Back to the same three days over and over again.
回到那一遍又一遍,不断重演的三天
Fraction of zero sum, ad infinitum: all the regret i keep,
那没有结果的一切和我无尽的懊悔
All the mistakes i dread, exhausted from oversleep,
我害怕的那些错误,过度睡眠导致的乏力
Awake but still in bed, ashamed of the things i've said,
我只想一直躲在床上,为我曾说的话而感到羞愧
Afraid of what's in my head.
我害怕那些回忆
So under this bridge i'll stay, and wait for the same three days to end.
所以在这座桥下我会留下来，等着那同样的三天结束
I sob when i speak, they're looking at me but i can't tell what they see. My thoughts slow to a crawl, i embrace the fall, so i won't answer your calls.
我止不住的抽泣,他们看着我，但我看不出他们看到了什么,我的思想几乎停止,我只想拥抱着秋天,所以我我不会接你的电话
It wasn't always this way: perpetually in the gray.
秋天并不总是这样：永远是灰色的
Solace in empty fate, the years evaporate.
那些空虚的一生,蒸发的年华让我感到安慰
But within the harsh spotlight,
但是在聚光灯下
I bury myself inside, 'cause every time that i think i let you go.
我只想把自己埋在里面，因为每次我想我会放你走
They will construct this maze of fear that i navigate.
他们将重建我所经历的恐惧迷宫
I'll attempt to parse my place, you'll define everything.
我将试图解析我的位置，你将定义所有内容
I'll finally shut my mouth, feel both my feet touch ground, put an end to this run, just say the word and i'll jump.
我终于选择沉默，感觉双脚触地，结束这次逃离，只要说一句话，我就会跳下这座桥
To everyone: yeah, you were right,
致所有人:是的,你是对的
I'll never get better and i'm sorry. Next time, i won't sob when i speak,
我永远都不会好起来，我很抱歉。下次，我说话的时候不会再哭了，
I'll be at peace because it's not "want" it's "need".
我会平静下来，因为这不是“想要”，而是“需要”
I need to be someone else".
我需要成为他人