Everyone I Loved

I've been changing with my age and

These ain't phases, I'm still that n****

But now, different things I used to care 'bout

Now just wear me out

Everything I love turns into dust

I try stop my brain when

Starts to fade away to new terrain

Try to catch myself when I (try to catch myself when I)

Keep complaining (wah)

Everyday I feel it changing me

Everything I loved now turns me off

I'm concerned

I'm concerned with

With the things I've learned

The things I've learned it's

A little bit

Disconcerting

Wish I never learned

Wish I never learned

Wish I never learned about

I can't never

Ever, ever

Trust my elders or my friends again

Everyone of them has let me down

I'm afraid that

I'm too jaded and

I'm impatient

I'm not waiting

And I'm chasing

Money, women, cash, p****, racks, I need a** mmm

All my family I never call

I love 'em but we're drifting apart

But I know they're all having trouble

Understanding why I chose this route

Everyone of them has turned to dust

And I hope my folks still pray for my soul

Even though I strayed from it all

Will I get erased?

I don't want to fade all alone

And I hope my folks pray for my soul

Even though I strayed from it all

Will I get erased?

I don't want to fade into dust

I don't want to fade into dust