prom dress (demo)

the masquerade (the edits)

mxmtoon

歌词

I'm nearing the end of my fourth year

我就要结束我的大学生活了

I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears

我的心情一直很低落，泪水便也在不经意间落下了许多

Everyone seemed to say it was so great

每个人似乎都在告诉我我前程似锦

But did I miss out? Was it a huge mistake?

但是我是不是错过了一些事儿？这是个重大的错误吗

And I can't help the fact I like to be alone

我无法隐瞒我喜欢独处的事实

It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know

听起来有点悲伤吧，但是这事儿我似乎知道的很清楚

I tend to handle things usually by myself

我倾向于先处理自己的事儿

And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help

我甚至从来没有向别人寻求过帮助

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress

我穿着礼服，一个人坐在这哭泣

I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest

如果有个哭泣大赛，我一定轻轻松松获得冠军

Make-up is running down, feelings are all around

我化的妆越来越淡，我们的感情也逐渐变得虚无

How did I get here? I need to know

我们是怎么做到这种地步的？

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations

我想我心中仍存一丝希望

I Thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't

我以为我能找到那仅存的希望，可是我失败了

I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun

我以为这场舞会会很有趣

But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run

但我现在却坐在门外冰凉的台阶上，我想逃离这里

我的脑海里只留下一个念头---我想离开这

All I wanna do is run

我将收集来的面具一一挂在墙上

试图掩盖过去自己的情绪

I keep collections of masks upon my wall

影响别人是我最不愿意做的事情

To try and stop myself from revealing it all

尽管我已经有突破，但我依然保持自己的立场

Affecting others is the last thing I would do

我讨厌因为某个契机变成一个勇敢的人

I keep to myself though I want to break through

但现在都已经晚了

I hate to be someone with guts in situations

我花了很长的时间去适应

But it's been far too long now, they all have foundations

却在还没开始的时候，就失去了几位朋友

I took too much time to try and settle in

我似乎依然对过去耿耿于怀

I lost a couple friends before I could begin

我希望我能改写结局

I seem so stuck upon the past

我从未有这么好的感觉

I wish it played out differentky

我痛苦地保持沉默

I've never been quite that good

我有着许许多多的小遗憾

I sit in silence miserably

我的脑海里还有着许多有趣的点子

I hold so many small regrets

这些都是我自信的来源

And what-ifs down inside my head

但我的举止却常常被误解

Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me

我穿着华丽的晚礼服，坐在冰凉的楼梯上哭泣

My demeanor is often misread

如果有一场哭泣大赛，毫无疑问，我就是冠军

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress

我的妆容越来越淡，感情也逐渐变得缥缈

I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest

我们是怎么做到这种地步的？

Make-up is running down, feelings are all around

我的内心依然有一簇希望的火苗在飘动

How did I get here? I need to know

我想着我可以保存着这丝希望，可现实却给予了我一击

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations

我以为舞会会很有趣

I Thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't

但是现在我却坐在冰凉的阶梯上，满脑子想着逃跑

I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun

我只想逃跑

But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run

我只想回避

All I wanna do is run

我只想逃跑

All I wanna do is run

我只想逃遁

All I wanna do is run

我只想逃避

All I wanna do is run

我只想离开

All I wanna do is run

我只想躲避

All I wanna do is run

我只想吹响退堂鼓

All I wanna do is run

我穿着华丽的晚礼服，坐在阶梯上哭泣

All I wanna do is run

如果有一场哭泣大赛，我是当之无愧的第一名

I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress

我的妆容越来越淡，我们的感情也逐渐虚无

I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest

我们是怎么做到这种地步的？

Make-up is running down, feelings are all around

我的心中仍有一丝希望

How did I get here? I need to know

我想保存这丝希望，可我又失去了

I guess I maybe had a couple expectations

我从来不是那种人

I Thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't

我的内心敏感又脆弱，很容易一蹶不振，这种情况愈发恶化

I guess I never really been that kind of person

我以为这场舞会会很有意思

I crumple easily, condition start to worsen

但现在的我却穿着晚礼服在阶梯上哭泣

I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun

我想做的只有逃跑

But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run

All I wanna do is run

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