I Can't Believe I Died

Sik World

歌词

Yeah

It's really over

真的结束了

I can't believe that I died

我已经死了，难以置信

I do not exist

我不再存在

I am no longer alive

永远死去

The wood turned to stone

木已化石

Right before my eyes, and

就在我眼前

Now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind

如今我只是其他人脑海里的一个印象

I crossed the other side, I am on the other side

我徘徊在路的两边

Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time?

我会偶遇上帝吗？我值得浪费他的时间吗？

Was my whole life a facade? Where is my mom?

我的一生只是个表面现象吗，妈妈你在哪儿

I can't believe that I died

我的心已死，难以置信

I can't believe that I died

我的心已死，难以置信

Wait, damn, I can't even say goodbye

等等，我连再见甚至都说不出来

To my daughter

我的女儿

I wanna hold her right now, and I wanna tell her I love her

我想搂她入怀，告诉她我爱她

I would give everything, I mean every single thing,

我愿赌上我的一切，一切

If it means I could hug her

如果能抱一下她的话

That's a moment I won't get

但那一刻不会到来了吧

I'm feeling so much regret

后悔至极

Life came and went

生活断断续续

I wish I would've appreciated every moment we spent

但愿我能感激当下

Nothing is left, damn

毕竟也没什么可以失去的了

My life crashed and burned

生活太糟糕了

Gone forever, I'll never return

无法回头，一去不复返

I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling

无法想象我妈现在的痛苦

I know that she's gonna hurt

我知道她很伤心

So will my dad, I know he's gon' break

还有我的爸爸

Damn, I know he's gon' break

哎，他也会伤心的

Not telling both of you how much

没有告诉你们我有多么的爱你们

I love you is probably my biggest mistake

是我犯过最大的错误

If I could go back in time

如果可以回到过去

I would've did everything different

我的做法会全然不同

I would appreciate life

我会感激活着

And would've actually lived it

并且会好好活

I take my anger inside

将愤怒内化

And give my enemies forgiveness

原谅对手

The anger I held inside

内化内化

Made my life feel like a prison

让我的生活像监狱一样

I would've stayed off my phone

远离手机

I wasted all my time scrolling

我把时间都浪费在刷手机上了

Living my life through a screen

活在虚拟世界

When I should've lived in the moment

当我该享受生活的年纪

Now I'm feeling this regret

现在我真的后悔

And honestly I can't control it

说实话很难控制

'Cause I know that my mother****ing life is over

因为我知道我的生活结束了

And it kills me to know it

得知这一切确实痛苦

And I'm hurt

很痛苦

Yo, all of this hurts

一切的一切都是痛苦的

My daughter needs me

我的女儿需要我

But I'm not around

但我却不在她身边

I lie in the dirt

我躺在尘土里

They always say

他们总是会说：

Don't take life for granted

不要当做理所当然

But it's too late, I no longer have it

但是太晚了，我不再拥有了

And yeah, you can pray

是的，你可以祈祷

But there's no second chances

但是没有第二次了

But I'm praying

但我仍然时常祷告

Sorry if I'm out of line

对不起，我退出

But I need my life, I'm begging you, please

我需要为自己而活，我求你了上帝

She's gonna be traumatized

她会受伤的

The moment she walks up and she sees

当她醒来的那一天

A coffin where her father lies

她父亲的灵柩

And she's gonna scream, and she's gonna weep

她会哭喊，会啜泣

And I don't wanna see her cry

我不想看到她哭

I can't believe that I died

我的心已死，难以置信

I reached the end

我走到尽头了

Damn, I never imagined this

未曾想过到了这一步

The world I'm in

我在的这个平行世界

Stopped, it really went stagnant

停止吧，它真的停滞不前了

I'm so perplexed

我很困惑

Shocked, don't know how to handle it

震惊，不知如何着手处理

Knowing, knowing that I won't get a second chance again

我知道没有第二次了

Damn

哎

Standing on the other side, I'm by myself

独自一人

Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help

想着你，我知道眼泪也无济于事

Always depressed, who saw the best in me

时常情绪低落

Now that I'm gone I rest in peace

我安息吧

My life flashed before my eyes

我的生活在我眼前闪过

I'm wishing for one last time

最后一起祈祷

I never saw my demise

我从未见过自己的死亡

I can't believe I died

无法置信：我死了...

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