歌词
There's tobacco in my sheets
我的被单上放着我的烟
I know you won’t be proud
我知道这并不是什么可引以为傲的东西
You always taught me not to be the kind of woman that I seem to be becoming now
如今的我成为了你当时万遍教导我不要成为的那种人
There's an empty bag of something
空空如也的包包
On the table by my bed
静静地躺在床边的桌子上
Yeah I know you wouldn't like it
我知道你很反感
But it's the only thing that gets him out my head
但这是我可以将他彻底忘记的唯一方法
妈妈，我希望你可以理解
Oh mama, I hope you understand
即使爸爸把你的心伤得支离破碎我依旧会牵着你的手走到最后
Cause when daddy broke your heart I held your hand
我不是瘾君子也不是酒鬼，我只是有着天马行空的幻想
I'm not a smoker or a drinker, just a crazy over thinker
我还会磕点药
And I need a little medicine
我知道你身心疲惫但我希望你谅解我
I hope your broken heart it understands
有个陌生人
轻叩我家门
There’s someone that I hardly know
即使那个人仪表堂堂可却依旧比不上他的万分之一
Knocking at my door
如果要我实话实说
He’s a pretty good distraction but he’s not even a fraction of the one before
我会开始惧怕现在的自己
And if I’m being honest
我是真的不想让你失望
I’m starting to scare myself
但除了你之外我已无人可倾诉
Know I hate to disappoint you
妈妈，我希望你可以谅解
But if I can’t tell you I can’t tell nobody else
我曾看见你在爸爸出走后无数个夜晚偷偷哭泣
我不是瘾君子也不是酒鬼，我只是热衷于天马行空地幻想
Oh mama, I hope you understand
我偶尔也会磕点药
Cause I watched you hiding tears when daddy ran
我知道你身心疲惫但我还是希望你可以理解我
I'm not a smoker or a drinker just a crazy over thinker
让你失望抑郁我真的很抱歉
And I need a little medicine
曾经的你可以与现在的我感同身受吗？
I hope your broken heart it understands
你可以告诉我怎么解脱吗？
你可以将我救出这片苦海吗？
I swear I’m sorry if I’m letting you down
我尝尽一切方法却都是徒劳
Did you ever feel how I’m feeling now?
妈妈，我是真的想不通
And can you tell me how you found a way out?
你是如何独身一人将哥哥拉扯成人
Can you be my *******?
你是不是曾也和我一样热衷吞云吐雾伶仃大醉
Cause god I tried everything else
做做白日梦
或者偷偷磕点药
Oh mama, I just don’t understand
我由衷希望你可以理解我，妈妈
How you still raised up my brother to a man
Were you a smoker or a drinker
Or a crazy over thinker?
Did you need a little medicine?
I hope your broken heart it understands
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