歌词
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Yeah)
许多远大计划，却没有一个是我真正所想
And I miss days where I used to feel like me (You know)
我想念着我曾能感知真我的岁月
Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom
因为我一直深陷于各种自由放纵
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
掏出我的真心，随意地掷向房顶
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
我又喝下一杯，我便能够杀灭理智的私语
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Too much is too much)
许多宏大计划，却没有一个是我真正所想
You know
你知道的
Uh, they fightin' my demons but they ain't fightin' fair
与我的心魔鏖战，它们却总阴险玩赖
But I keep sayin' that everything is all right I swear
但我不停说着一切都没事的，我发誓
All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there
黑暗空间里孑然一身，没有一丝光亮
What's ****ed up is I might actually like it there
更糟糕的是，也许我还会依恋上这里
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
往这张我正书写字句的纸上肆意泼洒
Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on
仿佛他们每每施压，我便要崩溃不止
I'm the one in my circle they all depending on
我是我这个圈里的神，人们全都仰仗于我
I do it though I need these drugs I've become dependent on
所做一切只因我需要这些毒药，而我已然依赖成瘾
Someone tried to confront me now we don't get along
有人试图与我对峙，如今我们也势如水火
In my business they trippin' off what I'm sippin' on
在我的产业里，我游刃有余，他们却步步惊心
They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on
他们永远无法抵达我高高在上的圣位
But truthfully I've been breaking down just finally lettin' on
但实话实说，我一直濒临崩溃，方才终能吐露心声
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
我正处在分崩离析之中，宝贝
I need you, I need you (I got you)
我需要你，我渴望你
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
我此刻正身处暴风之眼，宝贝
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
我需要你，我渴望你来到我的身边
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
告诉我，这一切终将终结
Over soon (Yeah)
离终结之日近在咫尺
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我正处在分崩离析之中，宝贝
I need you (I got you), I need you, I
我需要你，我渴望你
Uh, crowded space but I feel alone
这里人头攒动，我却倍感孤独
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
无数双冷眼立在审判区，每时每刻聚焦于我
Somewhere on the road ****ed up but I'm missin' home
这趟旅途之中糟心无比，我却常常思家
No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on
恶人永无宁日，我在何处才能安心落枕
Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize
无论哪里，人们出于误解常常讴歌英雄
They judgin' my ways, but won't empathize
他们审视批判着我的一举一动，却从不会有一丝同情
You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not tellin' lies
你无法设身处地与我共情，我不说谎话
Since 21, I've been runnin' a whole enterprise
自二十一岁起，我一直经营自己的全部事业
Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize
为太多的人提供了援手，我对他们充满善意
But I've been breakin' in half to two separate lives
但我却时常分裂，活着两种截然不同的人生
Mister Hodges died lookin' at Jekyll's eyes
Hyde先生去世之时，凝视着Jekyll的双眸 (化身博士中一恶一善双重人格)
I start becoming somebody I can't recognize
我开始变成我已无法辨识的人
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
我正处在分崩离析之中，宝贝
I need you, I need you (I need you too)
我需要你，我渴望你
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
我此刻正身处暴风之眼，宝贝
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
我需要你，我渴望你来到我的身边
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
告诉我，这一切终将终结
Over soon (Yeah)
离终结之日近在咫尺
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我正处在分崩离析之中，宝贝
I need you (Ey), I need you (Wooh), I
我需要你，我渴望你
Oh (Uh), I need you (I got you)
我需要你
Oh, I need you (I got you)
我渴望你
So comeover
所以来到我的身边吧
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
告诉我，这一切终将终结
Over soon (Yeah)
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我正处在分崩离析之中，宝贝
I need you, I need you (I got you)
我需要你，我渴望你
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (You know)
许多宏大计划，却没有一个是我真正所想
And I miss days where I used to feel like me
我想念着我曾能感知真我的岁月
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