Do You Really Wanna Know

Really, I been living in survival mode

Really, I’m just doing my best to be intentional

And don’t say, “Hello, how you doing?”

If you don’t really care to know

‘Cause really, I’ll just say I’m good to keep you comfortable

But if I tell you the truth

Will your heart be big enough to hold it?

Let my guard down and let you in

Will you believe it, or see it as weakness?

‘Cause I got a lot on my mind

Tonight, so don’t ask me why

If you don’t really wanna know

Really, I been going twice a week to therapy

Really, tryna change the way I think about the way I think

I hit rock bottom, hit the bottle so much harder

It was dark for a minute

(But I’m better for it)

If I tell you the truth

Will your heart be big enough to hold it?

Let my guard down and let you in

Will you believe it, or see it as weakness?

‘Cause I got a lot on my mind

Tonight, so don’t ask me why

If you don’t really wanna know

Do you really wanna know?

I’m so used to telling little lies

I’m so used to telling little lies

But if I tell you the truth

Will your heart be big enough to hold it?

Let my guard down and let you in

Will you believe it, or see it as weakness?

‘Cause I got a lot on my mind

Tonight, so don’t ask me why

If you don’t really wanna know

Do you really wanna know?