歌词
Depression run inside of me
抑郁在我体内蔓延
My constant fear and anxiety
我持续的恐惧和焦虑
I cannot pinpoint the reasons
我不能确定原因
Why I dont feel like part of society
为什么我不觉得自己是社会的一部分
And I could try to take a look inside to figure out why
我可以试着看看里面 找出原因
I feel so hurt, why I lack self worth, why my lifes
我觉得很受伤 为什么我缺乏自我价值 为什么我的生活
been pain since the day of my birth
从我出生那天起就一直很痛苦
And I still feel worse when the pain returns
疼痛再次出现时 我还是觉得更糟
Too many things in my mind I can't figure out
我脑子里有太多事情想不明白
All the times you would yell cuss each other out
每次你们大喊大叫 互相咒骂
You don't care about the demons in my mind
你根本不在乎我心中的恶魔
Cuz you had your own demons in you all this time
因为一直以来你心中都有自己的恶魔
And you never asked why my b *tches know smiles
你从没问过我为什么我的 知道微笑
Why I ran for miles
为什么我要跑好几英里
Why I changed my style
注意我的风格
Why I look so sad
为什么我看起来这么伤心
Why I get so mad
为什么我这么生气
Why I want it all to end I don't make pretend
为什么我要结束这一切 而不是伪装
Lost my cousin to the drugs, he was 15
我表弟因为毒品死了 那时他15岁
But all the drugs the cool kids mixing
但是所有的毒品 酷小孩混合
I don't care about my friends
我不在乎我的朋友
Cuz the main thing
因为最重要的是
Is that I do the right thing
我做了正确的事
Keep my name clean
保持我的清白
And keep my mind clean
保持头脑清醒
Make peace with my damn anxiety
让我的焦虑平静下来
No way I make it back to sobriety
我不可能回去戒酒的
Cuz all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me
因为所有的药物都能治愈我内心的伤痛
I'm breaking down (breaking down)
我要崩溃了（崩溃）
Can't figure out (can't figure out)
弄不明白(弄不明白)
Can't take away the pain
不能带走痛苦
I'm borderline insane
我快疯了
l'm borderline insane
我快疯了
l'm borderline insane
我快疯了
I can never focus on the sh*t that works
我从来都不能集中精力在那些鬼东西上
If you give me 50 dollars for my verse
如果你给我50美元写歌
l'll make it work
我会想办法的
But I'll write a f* cking lie
但我会写一个该死的谎言
Cuz the truth is all that hurts
因为真相才是最伤人的
I don't think its a surpise
我不认为这是惊喜
All my problems are the worst
我所有的问题都是最糟糕的
Triple seven on my wrist
我手腕上有三个7
But it dont mean jack sh*t
但那不代表杰克 该死
Number of the angel, I f* ckin thought they exist
天使的号码 我以为他们真的存在
Just wanna live 2020
只想活到2020年
Ain't that sh*t
真他妈的
Locked in my room when l'm bout to go bad, shit
当我要变坏的时候 把自己锁在房间里 该死
I wish I could say it to light
我希望我能对着光说出来
Age 17, thought I wanted to die
17岁的时候 以为自己想死
But I cannot lie
但我不会撒谎
Even when I do try to work
即使我努力工作
From my heart to the end of my life
从我的心到我生命的尽头
Work from my heart to the end of my life
从工作到生命的尽头
Work from my heart to the end of my life
从我的心到我生命的尽头
I'm breaking down (breaking down)
我要崩溃了（崩溃）
Can't figure out (can't figure out)
弄不明白(弄不明白)
Can't take away the pain
不能带走痛苦
l'm borderline insane
我快疯了
专辑信息
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