歌词
Looking in the mirror
看着镜子
My reflection got me triggered
我的倒影让我厌恶
You say that I'm looking pretty
你说我看起来很美
I swear that I'm getting thinner
我一定越来越瘦了
I think it must be obvious
我想肯定很明显吧
I can't hear the compliments
所有赞美我听不见
Just feeling shitty
就只感觉很糟糕
Think that everyone's oblivious
想着大家都未察觉
I'm hoping by the summer
我希望到夏天时
I won't be feeling like I do
我不会再有这种感觉
Sometimes I wonder
有时候我会想
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah
会一直那么让人失望吗
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
有时候我会希望我是别人
Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself
假装我没事 但靠 我讨厌自己
Maybe I'm like everybody else
或许我就和所有人一样
In between the smiles I'm here in hell
身处地狱却用微笑掩藏
I'm hating myself
我在自我厌恶
I'm hating myself
我讨厌自己
I'm hating myself
我恨我自己
Seeing a psychiatrist
去看了心理医生
Hoping I can get this fixed
期盼我能好起来
Ask if I'm okay
问我是否还好
I say "no not even a little bit"
我说“不 一点也不好”
Feels like I'm inhibited
感觉我太压抑了
Permanent piece of shit
永远只是个废物
Please just tell me anyway
无论如何都请对我说
That everything will be okay
一切都会好起来的
I'm hoping by the summer
我希望到夏天时
I won't be feeling like I do
我不会再有这种感觉
Sometimes I wonder
有时候我会想
Will it always be a bummer? Yeah
如此失望会一直如影随形吗
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
有时候我会希望我是别人
Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself
假装我没事 但靠 我讨厌自己
And maybe I'm like everybody else
或许我就和所有人一样
In between the smiles I'm here in hell
微笑间藏着深深的绝望
I'm hating myself
我讨厌自己
I'm hating myself
我恨我自己
They say I'm being too cautious
他们说我太谨慎了
Sick too often
生病也是常事
Maybe it's nothing
或许不算什么
Change the topic
换个话题吧
Till it's all forgotten
直到把一切都忘记
But I think it's common
但我觉得这很寻常
I'm hating myself
我讨厌自己
There are times I wish that I was somebody else
有时候我会希望我是别人
Pretending I'm okay but shit I'm hating myself
假装我没事 但靠 我讨厌自己
And maybe I'm like everybody else
或许我就和所有人一样
In between the smiles I'm here in hell
微笑间藏着深深的绝望
I'm hating myself
我讨厌自己
I'm hating myself
我恨我自己
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