No One Knows

Sik World

歌词

Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself

是啊，感觉我快失去自我了

Feels like I'm losing myself

感觉我好像失去了自我

Why am I dooming myself

我为什么要毁了自己

The **** did I do to myself

我对自己做了什么

Should've been true to myself

应该对我自己说实话

Dumb to think you would've helped

愚蠢到以为你会帮忙

Dumb to think you would've helped

愚蠢到以为你会帮忙

Feels like I'm brewing in Hell

感觉我在地狱里酝酿

Feels like I'm brewing in Hell

感觉我在地狱里酝酿

Can't be hard for you to tell, uh

你很难说，呃

Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up

陷入了困境，我一直往上爬

I just turned 25 feels like my time is up

我刚满25岁就觉得时间到了

Feels like everyone's sus and it's harder to trust

感觉每个人都是我们，更难相信

And I can't shake the gut feeling

我无法动摇我的直觉

I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut

我觉得我肚子里有把刀

And that's a gut feeling

这是一种直觉

When you know deep down that the real person you love

当你内心深处知道你爱的人

Is dooming you that's why I left

这就是我离开的原因

No don't get upset when you see me 'cause I didn't wanna give you up

不，当你看到我的时候别生气，因为我不想放弃你

And it's ****ed to think for you I wasn't enough

为你想想我还不够

I just wanted your love but you wanted

我只是想要你的爱，但你想要

There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk

有些晚上我想去把他灌醉

So everything I was feeling could turn into numb

所以我感觉到的一切都会变得麻木

Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug

对你上瘾了，你是我最喜欢的毒品

I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug

我相信你的谎言，你是我最喜欢的

Sometimes at night I will stare up above

有时晚上我会抬头仰望

And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb

希望我不是那么蠢

Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter

为什么这很重要，妈的，我不在乎

I built up my hope just for it to get shattered

我建立了我的希望，只是希望它破灭

I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather

我总是独自一人思考我收集的思想

I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern

我把我的思想翻了个底朝天，这是一个可怕的模式

As if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers

好像翻阅一下就能找到答案

I try to move forward, but keep going backwards

我试着向前走，但总是向后走

I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter

我把所有的微笑和痛苦都藏在我的笑容后面

Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, ****

我不知道这是什么灾难

Give my all

全给我

Oh, I wanna walk away

哦，我想走开

I'm living like a ghost

我活得像鬼一样

And no one ever knows

没人知道

See me fall

看着我倒下

Oh, I knew that I would break

哦，我知道我会崩溃的

I'm living like a ghost

我活得像鬼一样

But no one ever knows

但没人知道

Always alone I wish someone could see me

总是一个人我希望有人能看见我

I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling

我躺在床上仰望天花板

Talking to myself until I'm overthinking

自言自语直到我过度思考

I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping

我一个人在家没人知道我在哭

I swear my whole life is so ****ing deceiving

我发誓我的一生都是如此的欺骗

And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving

我拿着我收到的支票代表破产

My money can't buy the family I'm needing

我的钱买不起我需要的家庭

My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling

我的钱无法治愈我的痛苦

I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me

我需要一个爱我的人，一个拥抱我的人

Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly

当我的思想变得丑陋的时候有人在那里

I swear they really think my life is stunning

我发誓他们真的认为我的生活很精彩

Bro I come home to absolutely nothing

老兄，我一无所有

I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money

我只是一个孤独的有钱人

Nobody told me my days won't be sunny

没人告诉我我的日子不好过

I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me

我在为那些没割我的人流血

So when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody

所以当他们离开我的时候，他们离开是因为他们血腥

I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended

我和女人有矛盾，我太依赖女人了

I can't love myself, so I need her to give it

我不能爱自己，所以我需要她付出

And that's always where my self-worth is depicted

这就是我自我价值的体现

And that's why I date women so narcissistic

这就是为什么我和女人约会如此自恋

My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted

我的脑子一团糟，总是矛盾重重

And lately it's been hard to make a decision