All Alone [Beat: Tell Me]

Yeah you know sometimes I feel

So out of touch with life

It just seems like I'm lost and directionless

Simply in the middle of nowhere

With no clue how to get back home

It's in these times of loneliness though

I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely

How much I take them for granted

It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships

Between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold

I just hope I get my message across to them

Yeah

Before it's too late

All in part

With the knowledge

A spark

In the darkness

An artist

The part

With a heart

For catharsis

Hard fists

Frostbitten scarred lips

Resonate the gift

Reminiscent of guitar picks

So while I go on to the farthest

The waters uncharted

The sun doesn't rise

Like a shark in a tar pit

Let's follow the stars

Right back where we started

That's ironic

I've been lost since I departed

The thrill is long gone

My soul is so cold

The quest now unfolds

Composure won't hold

I'm alone as I lust

For the trust that I know

On a dark road

Covered in a gust of a snow

One touch from the wind's

Like a knife to the skin

Take the burden

Of my sin from within

And behold my stone

Heart's froze to the bone

Up above the dome

Is a full moon no glow

A syndicate of snowflakes

Quick to be hitting me

A white blizzard

Eliminate the visibility

Critically conditioned

I'm lingering with infirmities

Frozen land

Each step feels like eternity

And Mother Nature

Ain't showing me any courtesy

Below freezing

Suck the life outta mercury

I wake up a nap

Take a drink from the flask

And walk the black path

On the brink I collapse

All eyes glued to the moon

With the pursuit for the truth

As I move to the tune

There ain't much I can do

Trapped in a frozen tomb

In the sadness of night

Navigate through the woods

In the absence of life

With the clothes on my back

Backpack of uncertainty

And certainly

I know the cold is gonna murder me

And as I'm still alive

I can picture every pace

And I still can't feel

Both hands on my face

And am I even half way

Blood cold like a murderer

Starting to believe

My trajectory is circular

I've been here before

I pray to be delivered

But I'm gullible the prison always

I'm a sinner

Maintain as they say

Try to spark up a flame

But regardless

I remained in the same place

Nonetheless life freedom

I'm determined to wager

So God up in heaven

Listen to our prayer

I would kill to survive

So provide me the remedy

And when I step inside

And I replied with a pride

With a pride with a pride

When implied was a warning

Only now I understand

The advice set before me

They told me and restored me

They tried their best to ward me

I said not to worry

That's the end of the story

I'm sick and deformed

And I miss being warm

So stitch up my spirit

My soul is so torn

So God hoist up the light

Fill the void in my heart

Something's missing like a night

Sky devoid of the stars

I've lost my innocence

No more toys in the yard

Only bots in my skin

Now poison the scars

I hate resentment

So lost for repentence

My body would rather die

Before it ever gets corrected

The future is uncertain

If I end up lamented

Oh God up in heaven

I'm in need of intervention

I'm so sorry

And I swear to you I meant it

Every second on this planet

Feels like a life sentence

If I could reverse life

I would choke down my pride

Show myself it's just a quick way

To the exit

I wanna say sorry

I'm sorry I didn't listen

And help me deserve forgiveness

For my hard headed decisions

I'd bow and beg

Until my own back

I'm sorry because I know

This has all been said before

I swear my rebellion is unhealthy

I come on bent knees

Now please

Will you help me

And I chose to be deserted

Now I know it wasn't worth it

If you open up the door

I know I don't even deserve it

I'm certain

With every impulse that my nerves give

I manipulate my body

To disciplining my worthlessness

But only if I see you again

And that's what I would have said if my life didn't end

So I depart

With this last one-sided correspondence

Saying the same thing

In my mind a thesaurus

Alone in the heavens

With a scar on my heart

As I resonate the gift

From regrets in my heart

So I wander the farthest

The waters uncharted

The sun didn't rise

So my body felt hardest

If only you could hear me

As my soul is above you

I wish before I died

I would have told you I love you