歌词
Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找寻
But cannot find, was looking for your love
无处找寻你的爱
But you just left me behind
你把我丢在一边
I feel very numb, cause my soul already died
我感到麻木，灵魂快要消散
I feel very dumb, cause now I know she lied
我对一切感到提不起劲来，因为她开始对我说谎了
Look up at the sky, and I ask the gods why
看着天空，试问上帝这是为什么
Walking all alone, need nobody by my side
一个人行走，不需要陪伴
Put me in my grave, I been thinking every night
每晚都想着，何时把我丢进坟墓里
Would it be that bad if I left it all behind
如果我也撇下一切，会很糟糕吗
Tired of my life, always cry and get in fights
对生活感到厌倦，想哭又想打架
I know I'm no good, cut my skin up with the knife
我知道我没有什么价值，想要切下自己的一块肉
Kissed me on my lips, and turned my heart just like the ice
曾亲吻着我，却又对我如此冷淡
I am not okay, I am not alright
我整个人都不好了，一点也不好
I am not alright (x3)
一点也不像我嘴上说的“我没什么事”
Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找寻
But cannot find, was looking for your love
无处找寻你的爱
But you just left me behind
你把我丢在一边
Forever in my mind, always search
那些事一直在我心底，一直再找寻
But cannot find, was looking for your love
无处找寻你的爱
But you just left me behind
你把我丢在一边
Different cities every night, fall in love, you lose your life
每晚呆在不同的城市，陷入你的爱，却丢掉了自己的生活
On the acid, see the lights, on the stage
嗑者药，在台上看着灯红酒绿
I'm super high, blacking in and ****ing out
我喝高了，迷迷糊糊的
All these people used to doubt
这些人原本都怀疑着我
Act like they don't ****ing dream
就像他们没有梦想似的
So much fake up in this scene
这场闹剧里太多虚假的人
It's ****in toxic, I'm barely breathing
让人难以呼吸
But I'm flexin, and I'm flossin
但我仍然在潇洒
And they ****ing think they're stunting
他们觉得他们很牛
It's ****ing nothing, their music sounds disgusting
但其实啥也不是，他们的歌听的让我恶心
In a race but I'm cheating
我在借助其他东西
Yeah i'm taking drugs to run away from demons
是的我依靠药物远离痛苦
Don't know who you are talking all that nonsense
不知道你在说什么，只觉得毫无道理
Pull up leave, you bleeding, your head looking like a faucet
车开走滚吧，你在流血，你的头看起来像个流红水的水龙头
Cause it's dripping, give me any beat you know I ain't missing
你知道的，给我什么样的beat我都不会让你失望
Tell that girl I'm on a mission, I don't want love
告诉她我现在蒸蒸日上，不需要什么狗屁爱情
I hate the attention
我讨厌别人的关注
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