歌词
All the childhood abuse has got me lost and confused
Now I'm mentally bruised from all the times I've been used
To escape reality I get drunk off the booze
But when they offer me help I always refuse
I caused all the pain man im the one to blame
I know I always **** up but I'm tryna change
I'm tryna move on but I still feel the same
Now I'm filled with hate and I'm filled with Shame
My mental is so ****ed and I dunno how to fix it
So ima write some lyrics make a beat and then mix it
I'm sorry I pushed you away I'm sorry that I'm distant
I need to be alone my mind is so inconsistent
Never ever sleeping always up late
mentally drained nowadays I don't even skate
I miss the old days those days were great
What the **** happened now I'm just filled with self hate
When the **** will this pain fade away
I miss my life I miss the better days
These last couple years man I've given up faith
Been through so much shit I wish I could erase
It's not physical pain it's this mental agony
I get drunk and high to escape reality
I wish I could find a way to live happily
I'll be honest man I really miss my family
I've made so many mistakes I despise my self
I've been replaced so many times like a book on a shelf
Hopefully one day these dark days will be over
But until the end I will never be sober
I'm empty inside I feel like I've died
My friends tell me to get help but I've already tried
So I just stay in my room and get real fried
Insecure as **** man I've lost all my pride
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