Crossed Fingers (feat. Björn Krebs)

歌词
Living day by day with remorse but I try to push it to the back of my mind
日复一日生活在自责中,我想把这自责抛在脑后
My hands are shaking, I can't resist no more, I can't fight back brick by
我的双手在颤抖,我无法再反抗,无法再战斗
Brick, step by step, stick by stick look at me, what have I become? from
看看我,现在的我变成了什么样?
Time to time I feel like everything in me is dead do you know what it's
我感觉在我脑中所有的思维都已死亡,你知道这种感受吗?就像睡时有无数的思绪在脑中飞舞
Like to sleep forever endless thoughts, blinded by drugs, numb the pain,it never stops
沉溺于药物、麻木于痛苦,但是这种感觉从未停止过
I say it's the last time and cross my fingers behind my back for myself
我说这是最后一次为我自己祈祷
No regrets for a long time and all my habits will come back
从不后悔,我的喜怒哀乐我的情感将回归我的身体
Lift my glass to the end of the past back to the start because time runs too fast
时间是如此之快,我从头审视我的过去
Forcing myself to breath I see myself but it's not really me
强迫自己去呼吸,去看清自我,但我发现那并不是我
My enemy is me lie to myself, hope everyday again that I lose my self-produced pain
我骗自己我的敌人其实是我自己,欺骗自己不再会有痛苦
I try to leave this cage inside and refuse to listen to the voice in my head
我尝试逃出这个空间,不再听从脑海中的声音
Got to lose my craving (for more) I need to get out of this forever bound
我无欲无求,只想挣脱这永远的束缚
Forever in chains I have to live forever with this shadow on my face
被囚禁的我只能与阴影为伴
It was never gone and I guess it will never go away
我想这阴影永远不会离开我
I can't decide which way to take to find my bliss there's no light I can follow
我不知晓如何才能找到属于我的幸福,无迹可寻
No god I can believe in please help me out of this
我不相信上帝,求求你把我带出这个囚笼
I take my last hit before I get sick
在我倒下之前,我将挥出凝聚我全身力气的最后一拳
Please help me out of this
求求你帮我逃出这个囚笼
I say it's the last time and cross my fingers behind my back
我说这是最后一次为我自己祈祷
For myself no regrets for a long time and all my habits will come back
从不后悔,我的喜怒哀乐我的情感将回归我的身体
Tear me down and let me drown
我将被撕碎,我将感到绝望
tomorrow (I promise) I'll break up
但我发誓我明天将重获自由
I don't want to chase the dark clouds anymore break free
我不想再追逐着乌云!自由!
I try to escape from this cage and turn the next page I walked these cold streets all by myself, so the last steps go
我尝试逃脱这个囚笼且开始新的生活
I'll cope under my own steam no dreams at night only daydreams
我一个走过这冷冷的街道,不再回头
I tried to hide it from the ones I love but I can't pretend anymore
我将自己藏匿于自己的情感之下 无梦之夜
I can't hide anymore
我尝试掩埋对她的情感但我无法再这样下去
Break free
我将不再掩饰!
专辑信息
1.Crossed Fingers (feat. Björn Krebs)
2.Bulletproof
3.Dear Diary
4.The Grand Delusion
5.Dead Flowers
6.Deep Sleep
7.Coexistence
8.New World
9.From the Depths
10.Restless
11.Back to Zero (feat. Ryo Kinoshita)